YSunday, January 30, 2005
i feel so encouraged.. thank u erjie!! =) makes me want to live for Jesus all the more.. hahaha.. cuz i know that its really Him who changed me and made me who i am.. before that i'm some selfish stuck up freak la.. hahaha =)
i wanna do more.. i wanna have more QT wif Him.. i tink i need it.. tt's wad's lacking in my life.. i need to listen to Him more.. to be closer to Him.. to not let life's troubles choke me till i can't recognise my family and frens anymore..
God jus laid a burden on my heart for this particular person in my net.. and i know He's reminding me of what He told me long ago.. and yes..i will be obedient.. i know things are gonna change..
praise the Lord!!!
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YSaturday, January 29, 2005
wheeee
had an awesome time at net.. everybody's wonderful.. thank u Jesus!
getting to like my hair more and more.. i love everybody suddenly..
getting busy tho.. considering not going for evening.
bought me a pink skirt for new yr! woohoo! i look like a total girl.. esp wif the hair.. love it love it!
looking forward to new yr..
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i was pms-y yesterday.. and my poor frens had to bear the brunt of it.. hahah i felt so bad.. i mean.. here they were trying their best to cheer me up and being such dears and being really really nice..and i jus anti-socialised myself.. *whacks self on head*
oh well.. shall try to be in more control of my feelings.. haa.. guess it really takes a whole lot of discipline to tell urself to chill .. hahaha oxymoron eh? like the phrase ' we have to take play, seriously' haa!!
got back my writing outline yesterday.. gosh.. was expecting to get it totally refuted.. and i was feelin all paranoid abt my tutor's 'prejudice' towards me etc etc and as a result i totally couldn't bring myself to participate in class.. and i guess it kinda affected me for all my classes as well.. like i felt i wasn't good enuff? but as it turns out.. i tink my thinking was kinda off.. cuz i got my outline back and he said it was okay.. in fact he gave me quite good comments esp direction on how to improve it and all tt.. and during class yesterday he actually gave me a very nice smile.. haha he peeped out from behind the comp and smiled at me cuz i was like spacing in his direction. hahah...
but this has revealed to me.. something abt myself i gues.s. that i rely too much on Man's opinions. yesterday was totally a whole parable of it man.. hahah i can jus phrase it into a story n ppl will really take it as a parable lo.. haha! cuz i was also feelin uncomfortable wif my new hair.. haa.. cuz i tink i haven gotten over the shock yet i guess.. i'm slowly beginning to like it tho.. haa.. its quite nice actually.. a very refreshing look.. something tt ppl dun have.. haa.. and i shall take my sis's suggestion to go for chic now.. to get that style tt's girlish but spunky as well.. =P thank u jie!
my mum has been SO so Sweet! i luv her so much.. she really goes all out to make things better.. love her so much.. =) *hugs*
i'm so blessed.. i hv everything i need actually... really..
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YFriday, January 28, 2005
i'm still a mummy's gal.. =)
went to the salon to get my hair cut.. went with my mum.. but guess wad happened? i permed my hair.. yet again.. hahahah...
but before u start going... "again....?!"
let me explain
u see.. i went with every intent to cut my hair.. and den the hairdresser says to me " i tink u shld either perm or straighten it, the wave looks disgusting.. might as well do something to ur hair while letting it grow out and den you can have nicer straight hair again"
well.. understanding the full nature of my fickleness and the liking for my present hairstyle..i was undecided.. haa.. the bold side dared me to make the perm.. while the contented side of me jus wanted a nice hair cut..
so i left the decision to mummy.. (see this is why u shld always hv ur mummy arnd)
and ta-da.. the decision was to perm it! and there u have it.. permed hair.. haha but not before my mummy did a spot of mummy-ing by bargaining for a lower price.. and the hairdressers were so generous.. first thing.. they didn't charge us new yr prices.. secondly.. they let me have my perm for 30 bucks.. haa.. whoopeee!
left the salon feeling a lil self-conscious cuz i thot i looked weird.. its been a while since i last had curly hair.. artificial ones i mean.. and yeah.. my mum said i looked nice.. look very sweet.. like a doll.. look younger etc. my sis said i looked nice.. and that i would spark of a trend.. haa.. and there was this old lady who was at the salon too.. before she left (well on her way out) she stopped by to where i was sitting and then she commented that my hair was curled very nicely.. and she looked at my face and said that it made a pretty person prettier.. so i jus smiled and gushed a lil and said a sweet thank you.. haa.. cuz i was really rather flattered by her comments.. and of cuz she said all these in chinese so i replied in chinese la.. haaa
wonder wad the response will be like tmr.. gosh...
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YThursday, January 27, 2005
my day yesterday aka wednesday
okay.. it was a very VERY interestng day.. prob one of my more interesting days.. for those that have heard it.. okay... but those that haven't.. well jus enjoy.. hahah if u do find it enjoyable that is...
right.. yesterday i was late for tutorial.. LATE i tell u.. if there's anything that freaks me out more that's being late for class.. haha esp tutorial when if u step in a min late everyone scrutinizes u from top to toe.. or rather that's what i thot.. u see i've mastered the art of stepping in and acting blur cuz that lets u get away wif most things.. but usually.. i AM just very blur esp after running a total of 1 km in the midst of getting to class.. but yes.. anywya.. i was late.. and lemme do some blaming here.. its the sickening traffic jam!!!!! argh! i reached clementi interchange by 8.45am lo..(my class is at 9) and i thot like.. wah.. still can reach on time.. and then wad do u know.. traffic jam..took like about 25mins to get to school itself.. means i reached campus at 9.10am lo.. k fine i shldn't have taken the morning jam thingie for granted la.. shld've calculated it into my journey time.. but oh well.. anyway.. i was on the bus and den i suddenly realised another miscalculation.. i FORGOT that i had to make my way to simply one of the farthest blocks (from the bus stop i alighted at) in arts lo! argh.. can u jus simply imagine my panic and exhaustion as i carry my laptop and trudged up the hill and walked really really fast to my class.. couldn't run cuz of my lappie but thank God i was wearing shoes.. not my flip flops..otherwise i tink i would've kissed the ground and kissed my punctuality(whatever that's left of it) goodbye.
so yes.. i finally made it to the block and i alr knew my tutorial room is on the 6th floor la.. so i thot.. no way am i gonna walk up 6 storeys.. and ta-da i saw my escape route.. the LIFT.. but guess wad? it goes only to the fifth floor.. so i tink to myself.. okay la.. at least 5th floor walk up one beats walking up all 6th and so clever me steps into the lift and presses the button for five.. got out looking a lil disoriented and den proceeded to climb the stairs.. and i make a BIG realisation that... THERE IS NO 6TH FLOOR!
argh
yes.. i was climbing up from the wrong side.. and at the same time wondering if i was hallucinating when i wrote down the tutorial room location. sooo i hopped onto the lift.. this time wif more panic and disorientation(i was probably a frazzled mess when i got to class) and den decided to let familiarity take the drivers' seat.. no more short cuts and smark-aleckiness. and i walked to the familiar stairway i used to take in sem 1 and climbed up 3 storeys to the 6th floor.. (good thing nus is built on a hill?) and the next thing is.. i couldn't find the room.. cuz i stupidly thot that the room no would be put at the front in big bold letters.. boy was i wrong.. it was a lil sign at the corner.. so after pacing the corridor for a grand total of 1 or 2 times.. i found my way into the class room which turned out to be very very crowded (imagine 26 big ppl in a small lil square room of a class room.. pathetic i tell ya) and a temperamental diva-like tutor.. hahah!
but at least the people there were nice.. there were 2 ppl who were trying to find seat for me.. cuz we totally lack of chairs lo.. and the tutor was about to give up his chair when another group called my attention to a chair in the midst of em.. yeah.. so i was kinda pacified by that.. haa.. i do like my tutor la.. he ain't that bad.. cuz he's so diva-like and temperamental he's hilarious.. honestly.. and i've never met a tutor that metes out answers like nobody's busiiness.. nobody gives answer in nus.. eveyrbody encourages u to tink and participate.. yesterday's tutorial made history.. well at least for me.. minimal participation and lotsa answer giving.. and yes.. he's a pretty good teacher.. haa.. but he was pleading with us to get out of this tutorial slot cuz there's simply too many ppl.. oh well.. hahaha!
met this gal called claudia.. found out that she's taking the exact same modules as me for my 2 elang modules.. this historical variation one and the one on sounds and patterns. cool! and yes... both of us said we felt stupid during that tutorial.. cuz there's this guy who jus knew every single thing ever written.. gosh! and its kinda stress.. cuz i was clueless for a moment and on top of that.. i was late.. so yeah.. but hey.. kinda enjoyed it la.. haha guess i shall try to be more early next time.. heh heh.. =)
right.. next story on my sounds and words tutorial.. i LOVE my tutor.. i tink she's really a super good teacher lo.. like she's casual and down to earth but yet she shows that she's got the stuff.. she 'Dr' leh.. hahaha ! but yeah.. like the e ppl in my group.. cuz we've gotta get into affinity groups and meet up for abt 2 hrs outside class to discuss and consolidate our work and queries and all tt lo.. soo yeah.. i've got this mauritian guy called Ludorvic in my group, together wif claudia.. we kinda made frens there and den.. and we joined this two ppl, pei wen and a super gorgeous model-looking guy call benny *droolz* haha anyway.. i'm kinda happy wif my group.. cuz it feels real comfy being arn them.. looking forward to getting to know em better thru the affinity group and all tt la.. haa! =) tt's the good thing abt groupings.. helps u get to know everybody better..
and yes.. i totally agree that nus is a very very tightly-knit community.. everybody knows everybody else's frens and so on.. i am so amazed...
looking to tmr .. when i shal receive some comments from my writing tutor.. argh... i shall prep a diff motive and thesis outline for tmr.. and talk to him abt it.. cuz i tink my old one is hopeless.. argh!
thank U Jesus for getting me thru every storm.. i will be still ...
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YTuesday, January 25, 2005
argh! wad am i doing blogging here? i shld be sleeping.. ive a long day ahead of me.. eugene was alr commenting tt i looked hagard alr.. bleah!
can't find my phone.. where is it ar? *scuttles arnd for it*
talked to dage, erjie and xiaomei jus now.. so shiok.. i miss em all big time.. *hugs em all tight* hope that anything that is hurting will disappear and will be made better soon.. *muacks*
tmr is elang and culture day.. need to sms valerie gotta remember to bring loads of things.. neeed to do more marketing stuff.. argh.. so many things..
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title: feeling bummed
man.. why do i get this sinking feeling that my tutor doesn't really favour me? it feels like everytime i offer stuff in class he gives me the 'well.. i tink its alright.. but its not strong enough' kinda reply but when others do that.. he gives greater approval? hmm.. is he trying to train me to sharpen my replies and my thinking skills? well even if he isn't consciously trying to do that.. he is seriously doing tt lo.. i feel like i'm learning at least.. oh well.. this is a humbling experience for me.. word: its time to learn how to be teach-able. I shall be humble and take it all in stride.. go there.. make mistakes.. and learn from it.. not everything is abt grades.. so i shall try to chill.. and besides i know that God is gonna bless me.. His favour is gonna be with me.. maybe i'm jus tired that's why everything seems a lil bleak to me right now. oh well.. i tink i jus whacked my assignment tho.. i shall take it like a lady on friday then! jia u! the Lord is with me!
today end up didn't go for the hooked! publications meeting too.. haa.. cuz i got lost.. well.. not really.. i found the place as in the general location but i couldn't find the meeting room.. i hv no idea where it is.. it probably was deeper in.. but i was too chicken to go in any further.. do you have any idea how intimidating that room is? it looks like an office!! gosh!
so yes.. i trudged on home.. and interestingly met justin on the way.. God must've sent him.. haa.. cuz at least i didn't spend most of my journey home thinking and fretting over these things.. i keep telling myself that they're minor things tho.. guess its something that i've gotta learn lo.. and something that i'm learning abt myself.. =) got off at eunos tho.. and took 21.. i've been doing that lots lately.. and yeah.. didn't go for prayer meeting.. felt like i wanted to come home.. there's a semblence of comfort in the prospect of going home earlier than u usually would.. tell me i'm not the only one who feels that way..
wonder how this sem is gonna turn out.. feels a lil surreal.. i almost feel like i'm still living in sem 1 tho this is alr the third week into the new semester.. gosh! wad's up wif my brain??
still like elang.. linguistics still interest me big time.. but i find sociology really easy.. and i'm getting pretty interested in anthropology.. does this mean i shld change my major? hmmm... but den.. linguistics is a part of anthropology.. hmm.. goal: to go to somewhere like Africa and study the people that live there.. study the language or something. i dun feel like any of the elang mods are sticking to me leh.. dunno why.. jus feel a lil disengaged wif it dis time.. haha!
i like being arn frens.. they make things so different
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YMonday, January 24, 2005
bleah.. feeling a lil tired.. anti social too.. bleah! almost felt like vomitting on the way back.. jus wanted to faint and sleep on the floor of the train or something.. haa.. erjie felt the same way too... and yes.. im very thankful for her.. she was so funny! =) told me abt the time she drank some fermented mixed berry juice thingie.. said it tasted like wine.. but she drank it anyway only to realise tt it was spoiled.. haha erjie.. u do the silliest things but tt's wad's so special abt u.. =) *grinz at u*
i forsee tt tmr is gonna be a tiring day.. God.. pls preserve me.. preserve my strength..
thank God i'm home
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YThursday, January 20, 2005
me in the toilet at school.. haha acting cute. i love my hairband!!(well.. tt's if u can see it la)
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i'm a busy bee.. bzzzzzzzz
okay.. now wad am i doing at home now when i'm supposed to be down at nus watching a film i need to watch for class on wed? hhahah i dunno but its starting to get to me.. cuz she brought her daughter!!! and my fren asked me where i was.. hahah oops..
but yes.. i've gotta watch it on my own den.. over my lappie on monday i guess.. =) hopefully dr stephanie doesn't notice me tt much.. haha she was pretty much calling my name a lot yesterday. haaa! so oops..
feeling real busy now.. today finally got down and dirty and called the sponsors up.. woah.. interesting experience.. my nick now reads "I'm a marketeer! hahah"
tt's wad i feel now la.. haha it wasn't as intimidating as i thot it would be.. and it was good experience.. i guess i'm now more calm when i call em up? and some of em are really nice too.. haha.. hope we get their sponsorships! gotta fax and email em the proposals soon.. cuz i said i'd get back to em in 3 or 4 days time.. so must mean wad i say and say wad i mean! otherwise the skool name will go down down down... and we'll never get any sponsorships!! noOOoooo.. joseph also said that the reason why the musical didn't go well last yr was cuz of the marketing team.. so NO.. dis yr will be different! the marketing team shall pave the way and make sure everything succeeds!! yeah! thank God for His favour tho.. nobody yelled at me or slammed the phone down in my face.. hahaha.. praise the Lord!
feel like i jus did a million things.. dunno why.. suddenly so busy.. created a corporate email for the marketing team.. edited a proposal for starhub.. called joseph a LOT of times.. hmm.. edited my own list of sponsors to call (i've gotta email some of em later).. did the interview questions for swaps e-newsletter, now gotta edit stuff for website den send it to tino.. gotta do up the powerpt presentation for kb.. and i gotta get my work done for writing..read a whole pile of readings later for culture
*breathes*
this was why i didn't go for the film screening.. cuz i culdn't finish everything on time to leave my hse on time.. to get there on time.. hahaha its one big circle of events la.. man.. i wish i lived on campus now.. sigh..
quite cool tho.. to be doing so much stuff.. hahah! at least i feel like my time is not wasted.. but yes.. i need to manage it properly lo.. must grab hold of every single opp i have to study and to spend it wif God too.. must talk to Him.. =P
thank U Jesus... i love U
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A story of epic proportions!! k.. not really.. but dis is for u gurlovsoccer =)
here's another story of a battlin-babe (okay.. maybe not such a babe.. but anyway..)
Battling against her personal desires of wanting to go up in the world of dance. To be able to pursue what i've always wanted to do all her life. Having a great happening life in uni. Chilling out with people who share that very same passion.
But yet, faced with the decision to do God's will for her at that very moment. The month of one accord was up ahead (k.. 2 months away) and she knew she had to stop dancing because the late practices would jus tire her out so much she wouldn't be able to give her all to God and she wouldn't be able to make it for the prayer meetings.
It was tough and she struggled long and hard over the decision. She knew she heard God telling her where to go.. it was a matter of obedience.
... and so she picked up the phone and contacted the prez of the dance group and told her she needed a break from dance for a yr...
as soon as she told her prez, the peace of God jus came and she knew that everything would be okay.. something jus told her that becuz of this obedience, God would bring blessing and fruitfulness.. and this was re-affirmed by a few of her frens too..
voila! a few months later.. God has indeed been faithful.. her net has grown super duper tremendously and she's really seeing her members growing in the Lord.. and to her.. that is definitely worth the path she almost chose.. to dance and ignore the ppl that God really cared abt..
-end of story-
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YMonday, January 17, 2005
right.. in school now using the comps. feeling a tad sleepy cuz i got up at abt 5.45am this morn.. not used to getting up this early anymore.. i really wonder how i managed to get thru sem1 with such days every FRIDAY! goodness..
but yes.. let me whine.. i'm sleeeepy... bleah bleah.. planning to jus skip lunch and get home as fast as my legs will carry me.. haha!
jus came from el2102 lecture.. wah.. she's really into discovering patterns of language and all tt.. found it a lil boring cuz i read her notes alr..and the patterns and discoveries weren't all that fresh to me.. but still i tink its kinda cool that we only recognise regularity when we spot irregularity. heh heh.. got u tinking didn't i? and i tink she's really teaching us something.. like skills and all tt stuff.. =P
i look super guai right now.. i'm wearing specs and my fringe is coming down a lil.. didn't put any wax today.. hahahah i'm gonna buy a nice gurlie hair band and use it.. hahaha i tink i can look good in hairbands now.. can look sweet at least.. and it can spunk up my hair when i do style it.. yeah..
looking forward to the end of feb into march.. cuz i can cut my hair!! hhaha .. crazy.. *whacks myself*
boy.. do i regret doing some stuff i did last nite..
oh sigh..
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YSunday, January 16, 2005
feeling a lil down.. i tink i'm a bad example.. i tink i need to watch my life more closely le.. need to really reformat my life from the heart.. cuz den it'll be jus natural to reformat everything on the surface.. God.. i need Ur help..
decisions to make..
learning to wait upon the Lord for the answers.. and to be open to His 'yes' , 'no' and 'wait' answers..
i know U're gonna get me thru.. and for that i will praise Ur name!
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YThursday, January 13, 2005
title: protection
i never knew tt i'd really see dis happen so close to home.. but yes.. it did..i really saw how God is such a faithful God that when ask Him to protect us.. He definitely does.. ! =)
k.. yesterday me and my sister were sitting outside at the dining area la.. my mum was in the room sleeping.. all of a sudden we heard dis pretty loud crack sound... and it sounded like it came from the room.. we were thinking like 'oh.. prob something jus toppled over in the wind' or something like tt la.. but lemme tell u.. e sight tt greeted our eyes was jus totally beyond our wildest imaginations..
when we stepped into the room to check on e situation.. we saw my mum on the bed.. her head inches fr a column of ceiling (they're called cornaces) that had landed width-wise across her pillow.. the column had dropped from e ceiling and onto e bed my mum was sleeping on.. and to be more precise.. on her pillow!! my goodness! i was sooooo shocked when i saw it lo!! my goodnesss.. a lil bit more and my mum could've been hit on the head alr lo..
wow... really thank God for His protection.. it really showed me something abt Him..=) how many times do we experience such things right? so i thot i'd better blog it down so i'll remember it..
was an interesting day.. haha.. praise the Lord for His faithfulness!
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YTuesday, January 11, 2005
title: flattered
oh! and can i say dis.. i promise dis will be short.. i'm super happy tt everybody said my hair was nice.. haha! i like it too! and dis is one of the few times when i'm showered wif compliments.. everyone's so nice.. love em to bits! =) heee..
many ppl have been telling me tt its better den my previous hairstyle ie. e long hair.. and i have no idea wad to make of it.. hahaha =P but yes! happy wif my hair cut..
now all i need is to make some dark frame specs.. hahah tt'd be cool.. but yes.. tt's jus a want.. not a need actually.. so alter e sentence urself.. hahaha
whee!
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title: i *heart* skool
hahah can i say dis.. i really do like skool.. i tink its fun.. was jus commenting to erjie and justina at the grinning gecko(dis 'restaurant' on campus) tt dis is really uni life lo.. cuz we were like eating and there was dis bazaar going on as well and they had a band playing.. not bad la.. hahaha i still tink the lead singer is cute altho everybody disagrees wif me lo.. hahaha! =)
i dunno why .. but i jus find that skool is so fun.. so happening.. and i like the ppl arn me.. its really so different lo.. i've got frens and i know that God is with me.. and somehow i jus feel more bold?
soci was alright la.. i feel a lil confused over it.. which is new cuz i usually take to such stuff pretty easily.. but yeah.. maybe it jus takes time to get used to a social science.. heh.. after tt spent break eating, walking arn, talking abt random stuff (fun!) and collecting donations for the project relief asia (its e one for the tsunami) yeah.. kinda pulled erjie in by accident.. hahaha! oops! but its always fun doing stuff wif u erjie.. hahaha everything seems better somehow.. and yes.. caught a second/third/fourth/fine!iwasstaring! glance at the singer.. wahahahahah
later headed for class.. UWC2101I: Interpreting consumerism. it was well... interesting! hahah turned out that my class had only 7 ppl.. but it was fine.. cuz everybody seems reeeeallly nice.. haha and its good that e class is small.. at least i dun feel so intimidated.. and i feel like i'm really gonna get alot outta the class.. and u know wad? i met dis guy called renshao.. and guess wad.. my suspicions have been confirmed!!
k.. shall tell u e story
*bloops back in time*
long long time ago.. when i was in sec3.. i attended dis international forum thingie.. it was called the Asean Youth Forum.. and i was there wif two of my guys frens representing the skool la.. sooo.. one day durning lunch time.. tink it was e first day.. we kinda jus plonked down at a table.. and ta da.. there was renshao.. of cuz tt time we didn't know his name.. but yes.. we intro-ed and we found out abt each other.. btw.. we = my frens, myself, renshao, his frens.. yeah.. in case the wrong msg is sent out.. hahah! as it turns out.. he is/was also the cousin of a particular classmate of mine.. hahah! talk abt coincidence!
*bloops back to the time i saw nus jazz band perform on 22nd dec*
was out wif my sis and dad after our christmas dinner.. and well we walked to the esplanade la.. and guess wad? nus jazz band was performing... cool rite? being fans of jazz.. my sis and i and dad plonked down to watch the performance.. and ta-da!! out came the vocalists..and there was dis one guy called renshao! gosh.. and i was jus tinking to myself.. tt name sounds super super familiar lo.. and he looked super super familiar too lo.. hahaha and i thot it might prob be him.. but after the performance ended.. i thot i'd jus leave it la.. let it be a mystery.. haa.. but apparently it was not to be..
*bloops to present*
rite.. and so i entered my classroom after making a round and almost getting lost.. (to think i was jus telling myself tt it'd be nice to get lost in skool again.. ha!) and ta-da! i see renshao in the classroom and i'm like tinking.. woah! dis is freaky.. but cool.. and so i act blur la.. like jus ask him abt himself and den i jus ask him whether he attended dis thingie way back in 2000 and den whether he was in jazz.. blah blah blah.. and he was pretty shocked (i dun even dare say surprised lo..) at my memory.. and frankly i am too.. hahaah! i am SO amazed.. but yes.. i feel like i'm stalking him all of a sudden.. but hey.. not i wan wad.. God jus so happen to plan it dis way. hahaha.. and interesting enuff.. he's in campus crusade.. haha and i was jus thinking of joining campus next sem.. haha! talk abt coincidence eh? hahhaha
i tink i live in a frenster world..
how cool.. =)
had a great time at LIW class jus now.. feeling very fed in the Spirit.. hahaha awesome! was late for prayer meeting tho.. cuz i waited for my readings to be printed.. and tmr i'm gonna be getting dis soci textbk fr ying yan.. wow.. so many many readings! thank God tt for writing(which is usually notorious for its volumes of readings) dis time is super lil readings lo.. phew! God had it all planned out.. wonderful! =)
k.. tmr is unravelling riddles of culture.. looks promising enuff.. and i'm sooooo happy lo.. nicola, pema and jamie are taking it wif me lo.. hahaha! so cool.. =P
yay! skool's turning out real good..
praise the Lord!
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YMonday, January 10, 2005
my msn nick reads this : I feel so alive -Godchick-
hahah cuz' tt's exactly wad i feel right now. well.. not really rite now.. more like since last nite.. no.. since yesterday's morn.. and i'm God's gal.. heh heh.. hence God chick
i've realised that God's word really brings life.. can't explain it.. but i jus feel so refreshed by His word even tho i had to pull myself to LIW (life in the Word) class in the morning. and yes.. God is an awesome God.. jus feel like dis yr He's telling me that its gonna be an abundant one.. and yes.. to be prepared for it.. haa.. its gonna have its challenges but as long as i rest in Him.. i'll be alright.. and to put it in the words of a story i jus read dis morn fr dis real good book 'i dun hv to know how to find my way back cuz U do' -- yup.. tt's trusting God our Daddy for ya.. heh heh
had an interesting conversation last nite too tho.. =) was talking to my old sec skool fren and we were jus discussing abt God, Jesus, Holy Spirit and religion in general.. well.. i jus wanna thank God for His wisdom.. cuz i didn't feel very tense or pressured by it.. rather i was jus thanking God that i knew Him and for discipling last time.. hahaha cuz my fren (who happens to be muslim) was actually asking me for Bible verses as proof of truth.. which is interesting.. hahaha right.. shall not say more cept that it was an intersting nite.. =P really.. ppl searching for the truth.. wanna know more can ask me abt it la.. hahaha but its gonna be one long conversation..
okie.. on the first day of skool
it was fun.. haha considering that i was kinda looking forward to skool and meeting frens again.. haa.. was feeling all nice inside of me.. -still feeling alive- and i like my new hair cut! hahah eu said it was nice.. *thank u !!* and i did a silly thing.. forgot to bring my timetable wif me.. so when i wanted to check out where my lt was.. i couldn't.. thankfully i remembered where it was.. so headed to lt12 for my first day lo.. haa..
interesting lecture : historical variation in english
never in my whole life would i tink i'd be doing dis! its like living in J.R.R. Tolkien's world.. hahah i'm like learning stuff abt the ancient scripts, how the alphabets evolved.. listened to my lecturer read out old english which was very interesting.. considering that the lang is like ours but yet so different.. =) its amazing! i'm really doing wad i wanna do.. and yes.. thank God for that.. looking back.. i guess i've always known that i like such things.. but i never knew or conceptualised it into some kinda goal or major or aim in life.. hahaha it kinda jus came.. and b4 i know it.. i'm attending dis awesome class! hahahah erjie i tink itd be something u'll like too..but too bad.. tink u dun wanna go thru el1101e rite? hahaha
awesome! bought textbook tho.. i'm quite poor now.. hahaha.. but gonna claim money fr dad tonite.. need it to buy and print my readings anticipating a LOT of readings dis sem.. God pls get me thru.. wifout me getting more myopic than i alr am.. hahaha!
was soooo happy to meet up wif eu and yan jus now for lunch! awesome frens.. thank God for em.. =P
oh.. announcement:
for nus students.. arts club is looking for volunterrs to raise funds 4 the tsunami victims. need more info tell me i forward the sms to u k?
tmr is soci (gotta buy course pack.. $$ fly out le) and intepreting consumerism (gotta print readings.. writing module need to read lots.. gosh.. $$ again)
ar well.. =) i'm blessed in many other ways.. so shan't complain.. yeah?
thank U Jesus!
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YSaturday, January 08, 2005
title: life-changing.. life on the edge
haa.. nice titles eh? i get a kick outta writing nice titles.. but yes.. today's entry is on the Edge( youth service laa)
to put it simply.. it was life-changing.. and definitely something i've been missing for the past few weeks.. i could jus feel my soul jus gulping everything down.. haha okay.. clumsy expression.. but yes.. that was wad i was.. hungry for God.. and dis msg was wad i needed to hear.. i feel like i'm back again.. and i know that God loves me.. dis year is gonna be different.. dis year i'm gonna love God more than ever and i'm gonna be His kid..
halfway thru i was actually asking God like.. hey.. wad is it that U want me to do .. and den Charissa (our very very pretty youth pastor's wife) gave us dis verse from Luke 16:10 talking abt being faithful wif the lil things first.. and it jus struck something within me.. and i knew that that was wad God was trying to tell me.. i jus knew it man...
later on at altar call.. i jus felt like everything is gonna be made new once more.. like there's gonna be a new thing happening.. and almost as if i've received vision.. a new vision for this year.. and i'm gonna set out to do it.. heh he.. =P
was also very very encouraged at the growth of my members.. really.. to see em grow up in the Lord.. loving Him.. and being really thirsty and hungry for His word.. wow! i'm really so so wow-ed by em.. and of cuz by God's hand in it.. He's awesome man!!! i keep telling em that by the end of this year they're gonna be net leaders.. heh heh.. and i tink they can lo.. after all.. wad they need is a heart for God and tat's wad they have.. and God will supply e rest.. =)
God has really been very faithful.. thank U Jesus!
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trying to act seh.. wif my specs! hahaha nerd meets punk.. = perd --> gosh it sounds smelly.. haha like the word 'fart' or something.. (use in sentence: stop perding! it stinks!) hahaha
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my jie.. the model.. *wolf whistles*
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my jie took an awesome shot of my hair.. haha! thank goodness her photog skills are superb.. hahaah.. dis is after styling.. plus my natural wave..
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advertisement for the camera.. hahahaha as if right.. i'm in my zi4 lian4 mode
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me and my pai kia face.. haha in my PJs.. i tried styling my hair last nite..haha gotta look funky!!
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back-to-back
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sitting on the steps outside tcc.. i feel so young.. =)
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a nice sweet pic taken by pan.. good job gal! can see my new hair?? hahaha! i love the angle.. hahaha its frenly for my face.. hahaha k i know.. shall keep my mouth shut..
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us wif our suger sachets.. hahah! quirky moment.. i like my jie's expression! hahahahha!
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me and jie at TCC.. dis is self taken.. nice rite?
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toilet pic.. a picture of pan taking a picture of herself in the mirror taking a pic of herself as well..
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enjoying her food.. =)
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i luv dis pic of my jie.. captures her in her true beauty.. hehe.. of drinking soup?! nah.. i really mean it.. beautiful.. jus beautiful! tho.. pan looks a lil scary in this shot.. *shutter*
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huh??
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as the world goes whizzing by.. pan still enjoys her food and smiles for the cam!
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another angle.. another beautiful shot of a beautiful gal
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jie jie!! another babe.. woohoo!
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pan.. the babe! guys.. if u wan her no. u'll have to beg.. =P
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mum and me at genghis khan- e restaurant!
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e four of us!
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pretty mummy!
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pan and mum wif the flowers tha pan got for her and the card that her mum wrote to my mum.. haha confusing? naaah..
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acting coy.. haha marilyn monroe!!
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pan and sis.. so pretty rite??? talking abt both of em laaa
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title: mummy's bday!! (or alternatively.. an AWESOME and WONDERFUL day spent wif some of my FAVOURITE ppl)
had an awesome awesome day wif mummy, sis and pan.. haha okay.. we started the day kinda arranging like wad to do.. wad time to meet.. where to go etc etc.. cuz it was my MUMMY's Birfday yesterday! and we jus wanted to take her out to dinner and shop for her bday prezzie (yes... it gets like dis as we grow older). but of cuz.. being the very very glamourous gals that we are (u can puke now! =P) we, e 3 of us gals, decided to really wear nice nice wor.. hahah n its really nice lo.. like wear make up.. put on something nice.. and ALL of us were wearing heels.. my goodness.. wad a shift fr our usual garb.. haha or at least that's for me.. i practically live in jeans, t shirts and 3-quarts la.. hahaha but anyway....
we went to taka and decided that YES! we were gonna eat at Genghis Khan-some buffet restaurant- since pan our gourmet had decided that e food was pretty good there and she's always wanted to eat there with my mum sharing e same sentiments.. and man.. e food there is pretty good.. tho.. nothing like rasa sentosa! hahaha! the food there (@ rasa) is more to my liking.. heh heh.. aiyah! shld've taken pics of the food.. hahah we were getting too obsessed wif ourselves le.. hahaha we kept snapping pics of ourselves instead.. woohoo! but before we were at genghis pigging out (i wonder why the 3 of us are always tog. pigging out).. wif mummy dis time.. we walked arn the first floor there to find my mummy's clinique.. hahaha! woohoo.. cheers to papa who gave us the $$ to pay for it la.. hahaha he wanted us to share in the present la.. but yes.. the finances came from him.. and the intentions plus service plus walking arn.. US.. wahah!
soooo mummy bought her facial stuff.. tt took less than 15 mins.. hahaha the rest of the time leading up to dinner was spent shopping for new yr clothes! wheeeee.. and my mum and i spotted dis real nice blouse.. haha and i got it for new yr! yay! tink u all will see me wear it in skool someday in the distant future.. haha and i like it lo.. so disco.. hahaha pan got a very VERY LACY top.. which i tink she looks awesome in.. heh heh.. and my jie got dis wrap arnd blouse which complements her alot! .. my mum got another LACY top to match her PURPLE pants which she has been dying to show us.. but as yet.. not yet.. hahaha! all in all.. a fruitful day.. hahah i tink our fastest shopping for new yr clothes ever.. heh heh..
hmm.. okay wad's next.. oh.. next stop after genghis,which was after our shopping.. we headed down to bugis! and by this time our legs were like practically murdering us la.. cuz all in heels and we are NOT seasoned heel wearers ya? hahaha but anyway.. we chilled out at TCC (the coffee connoisseur -- tink tt's how u spell it?) and basically jus yakked.. okay.. me and pan yakked.. haha my mum was commenting like how we were so comfortable wif one another.. haha n i agree.. we were seriously jus entertaining ourselves lo.. wif each of us armed wif our camera phones and camera(pan's!) we gave trigger-happy a whole new meaning. hahah!! u have been warned.. us and cameras are inseparable.. check out the photos! and...
we had WARM CHOCOLATE LAVA CAKE! (okay.. hope i got the name right.. otherwise super pai seh wor.. hahaha)
it is superlicious! hahahahaha
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......................
mummy said that it felt like everybody's birthday.. hahaha cuz we had sooo much fun! thank u mummy, thank u daddy, thank u Jesus, thank u pan, thank u jie! hahhaha it was awesome spending time tog last nite lo.. yay!
oh! forgot to say.. we got sunglasses last nite too! hahaha so cool rite? hahaha 2 pairs for $30 lo.. not bad leh.. somemore the quality is quite good.. heh heh.. finally my own pair.. all my old ones have disintegrated.. bleah..
wad an awesome nite/day.. heh heh.. reached home at like abt 12 plus.. hahaha cool!
*bought wax.. hahah i'm gonna start styling my hair.. hahah look at the pics.. =P
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YThursday, January 06, 2005
feeling hardworking..
i jus read my notes that hv been uploaded on e ivle.. hahah feeling smart right now..! hahaha got pretty interesting modules this sem.. all arty ones.. hahah hopefully can match up to em la..
UHB2205: Unravelling riddles of culture
this is an anthropological module apparently.. haha pretty cool.. learn abt different cultures and observe.. not so much of explanation i guess but more of noticing patterns and being more sensitive to ppl's behaviour.. we have loads of films and fieldtrips.. cool! there's even one of archaeology. and there's one activity where we've gotta trace our family tree! hahah so fun..
UWC2101I: Interpreting consumerism
this kinda investigates why ppl buy stuff.. so it digs into matters like advertisement etc etc.. kinda insightful i guess. got a peek at the forum and wad they talk abt.. sounds like something i would have a good time discussing abt.. heh.. since i'm considering going into the advertising line.. haha if i can.. =P but yeah.. looking forward to it.. there's loads of readings coming up tho.. cuz this is a writing module that's compulsory for usp students... hopefully can pick up some writing skillss. heh..
EL2111: Historical variation in English
cool.. having some high hopes for this module.. hopefully it'll delve into stuff like why do we spell certain things that way.. haha like is it cuz we're an ex-colonial country? or something equally intriguing.. heh heh.. but the lecturer seems kinda lazy.. hahah! oh well!
EL2102: Meanings in sounds and words
k.. this is the most hardworking lecturer so far.. hahaha she's the one that's posted up her notes alr in the workbin.. heh heh.. and having a good feeling abt this lecture.. since i've always been interested in it since my el1101e days.. which weren't that long ago.. heh.. but its really cool to notice patterns in english.. for eg.. we never have words that begin wif 'dn'. heh heh.. something to ponder over eh? realise that english is a whole lot of intuition tho..
SC1101E: Sociology (can't remember the module title)
hahah oops.. but anyway.. i've always wanted to take soci.. after hearing abt it so much from my sis.. heh.. she really liked it.. so hopefully can get her to help me if i'm stuck in some rut.. haha but chances are she'll jus gently tell me to find out for myself.. which is not a bad thing considering that it really helped get me started on independent work when she told me that years ago.. hahaha love her! anyway.. i digress.. soci shld be fun la.. its abt ppl watching i guess... haha pretty much like the anthropology one i'm taking.. so these two shld tie in pretty well wif one another.. woohoo! my only level 1000 mod this sem.. so.. hoping that it'll cut me some slack in a way..
wow! fun modules.. and tinking of doing aerobics again.. haha need to exercise.. =)
meanwhile.. gonna be doing publicity for swaps.. marketing for musical.. planning prog for church camp.. publicity.. planning for swaps foc(most prob).. maybe gonna get involved in usc foc too! woohoo! so happening ar? hahaha jus hope i can get thru la.. heh heh.. must remember not to overwork myself tho.. gonna commit all these to the Lord..somehow i jus know He'll get me thru.. =P
its a brand new school term!
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reflections and resolutions for the year:
now.. is this coming too late or wad? hahah 6 days into the new yr and here i am blogging abt reflections and resolutions.. hmmm
*listening to Phantom of the Opera now
okay.. 2004 was definitely a yr of change for me.. a year when i stepped out of uniform to officially move on to tertiary education.. a year when i learnt more abt myself than ever (think of all the mood swings).. a year when i was given so so many opportunities and open doors.. that can only be from God.. thank u Daddy.. and frankly i believe that year of change was really something planned out by God right from the very beginning of time.. every single bit of it..
was reading thru my past blog entries.. the august ones.. (now u can see wad sparked me off eh?) and i realise that God has really brought me thru so much.. and i was reminded by some of the things that have been spoken to me.. this will come later on when i list down my resolutions.. but yes.. God was, is and has always been there for me.. the unseen hand of Love.. and my parents have been wonderful.. giving up so much for me so that i may benefit.. yes.. they might nag.. but i konw that they love me.. and i'm never ever gonna let the enemy tell me otherwise.. or anybody else for that matter.. i know that i was born into this family for a purpose and i know that my family has simply got to be the best in the world.. dis is how awesome God is.. He puts us in the best always.. altho sometimes it may seem to be the worst..
kinda feel a lil regret regarding new yrs eve.. i tink i could've perhaps handled the day better.. but yes.. God is a God of second chances.. i know that i can begin a new start wif Him anytime.. but reading my sis's blog kinda opened my eyes to something. i didn't begin the year wif God.. and i jus remembered that each yr i'd be at home wif my parents and sis and jus b4 the new yr arrived.. i'd jus slip into my room for a quick prayer for the new yr.. committing everything i had to Him, my Lord and Saviour..
but dis yr.. i didn't do that.. wad happened was that i was simply too submerged in my own pity party.. wanting to get my way all the time.. interestingly.. when i was supposed to have been a year older.. i turned into a spoilt child all over again.. okay i know i might not sound very coherent now.. but yes.. this whole episode kinda lasted till 2 jan.. and i guess i only truly snapped out of it when my sister said something to me.. she said.. 'i tink God is trying to show u something abt urself' thank God for such a wonderful sister.. and for His ways in revealing such things to me.. i tink i would've never seen it if not for this episode.. and frankly.. it was something that i needed to see.. things i needed to clear up wif myself.. wrong concepts.. wrong ideas.. warped perception.. it was almost as if God was doing a clean-up in my mind for the new yr.. for that.. i'm thankful that everything happened the way it did..
for all that has happened.. yes.. i'm committing this year to the Lord..
Lord.. continue to guide me and to change my mindsets.. i know that there's prob a lot of work to be done in me still.. let me not be consumed in doing my work but to keep having that passion for Urs.. to carry on doing Ur business.. to learn to live for an audience of one.. i commit my studies, my family, my ministry, my activities, my decisions, my thots and everything that i have.. i commit it to U.. because U have bought me back wif that price that Man cannot pay.. i belong to U now.. keep reminding me that i am not my own anymore but i belong to U and i wanna spend this year serving U and getting to know U more and more.. and when the next year comes i'm gonna do this all over again.. I wanna grow closer to U and be more like U.. teach me how.. help me to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit.. help me hear Ur voice.. give me the wisdom to make good decisions and give me the strength and grace to do things Ur way cuz' i know its gonna be the right way.. thank U Jesus.. i didn't start this new year right.. help me to start it right now.. this very moment.. thank U for second chances.. thank U for being my Saviour.. U didn't have to do it.. but U did it anyway.. in Jesus name Amen..
resolutions for the new year 2005:
1. i'm gonna learn to love Jesus all over again..
2. love my family!
3. think positive
4. keep healthy!
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more to come as the year progresses on ya? hahahah but these are the few that i intend to keep.. =)
woohooo! praise the Lord.. cuz He jus simply simply deserves this.. heh heh..
now to look forward to skool!
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alright.. have jus cut my hair.. i've never seen the bill so cheap before.. haha ten dollars only.. thank God.. i'm jus abt drained of my resources.. hahah
anyway.. for the record.. my wave is still there.. its turning into my lil fren.. hahah.. seems to have a personality of its own.. full of character.. but yet irritating when it decides to surface at the wrong time..
bwahahaha
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YWednesday, January 05, 2005
title: boredom vs bother-m
okay.. i'm bored right now.. and i'm bothered by the decision of whether to make the cut or not.. bleah..
i wanna cut my hair but i also dun wan.. so how? hahaha
yes: jus cut it!
at least i can start styling my hair instead of having a lump of hair on the back of my neck.. cuz it has somehow miraculously gone longer again.. haha.. makes me wonder how come my hair wasn't that prolific when it was much longer.. heh.. my hair needs a lil shape right now.. looking a bit messy..
no: its great jus the way it is!
truth is.. i do like e way my hair looks now.. its normal at least.. =) only thing is the irritating wave there.. and the thing is.. i dunno wad will happen to it when i cut my hair.. (pls do not mistake this for some warped relationship wif my hair) i'm tinking that cutting the wave in half would only aggravate the now hard-to-manage situation wif my hair.. esp when its wet.. tat being the case.. my hair style that i wan might not turn out the way i wan it to.. hmmm..
at least now.. i can disguise wadever disgusting style my hair chooses to turn to the next day by tying my hair.. if i cut it.. i prob can't tie it up.. or do much to it...
hmmm.. choices choices.. i mean.. i def. wanna give it a trim.. but do i wan it that short? can i tahan the styling? can my wavy hair take it? my mum suggests that i cut it after new yr.. hmm.. shld i? or shld i jus cut it tmr? hmmm hmmmmmmmmmm............
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upclose.. without the window frames.. beautiful sky.. beautiful God.. =)
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the beeeeaauuuutiful sky from my window.. it was jus sooo nice that i had to snap a pic of it.. wow! talk abt the sky after the rain..
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YTuesday, January 04, 2005
can i say this.. i'm kinda looking forward to skool.. and i'm jus gonna enjoy these last few moments that i have at home.. aaaahhh...
had a fun nite last nite.. hahaa it was pretty cool.. pan pan came over at like abt 10 plus and we (my sis, me and pan) jus chilled and watched the dvd she brought, under the tuscan sun, its really quite nice.. an interesting show at least.. haha its abt this lady who's jus been thru a divorce and in a bid to start a new life while on a gay romantic tour to tuscany, italy.. she sees a really nice hse and buys it.. while trying to find her happiness and life back again.. she seriously jus goes thru a roller coaster of emotions (very much like wad we gals go thru) and ends up getting wad she wished for without knowing it.. hahaha not ur typical love story but yet typical in a way too.. =) but it was real nice looking at all the scenery and all tt.. really makes me wanna travel arnd the world too.. to jus enjoy wif my gal pals and see the world.. heh heh.. but ar well.. tt one later den see how la.. its not really a priority on my list now either.. hahah! jus a fleeting thot i guess..
and i'm inspired to blog.. blogging is seriously somewhere u can jus write and pretend to be the greatest writer ever altho all u ever talk abt is crap and ur dirty toilet.. okay.. sorry.. didn't mean for it to sound that way.. but yeah.. we're all authors in our own lil ways.. and very much like Jesus i guess... cuz He's the author of life.. see.. we're really made in God's image.. so don't tarnish that image.. =P our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit so we shld take good care of it..
let me jus ramble la.. jus some random thots..
oh! i forgot to schedule in lunch for my fridays.. and now i'm left wif no lunch break betw 10 to 4.. which literally translates into 8 to 4 since i have to leave my hse den for school.. argh! the horror! looks like i shall jus have to either fast my lunches on fri.. or jus takeaway like mad for all my 3 and a half months at school.. heh heh..
but this makes life interesting eh? hahaha at least i've got a free day unless i bo bian gotta put one stinking tutorial on thu.. but i must admit.. my timetable this time is very rigid and very very risky.. like got no room for changes lo.. man... if i have to manually change and drop my modules or something.. i'm gonna be in for some trouble.. prayiing that i don't get that.. and that all my tutorial regs will be super sUPER successful!! ie. get everything that i want.. pls pls pls pls.. *looks up*
shld i try for the scholarship? shld i shld i? do i really want to be a teacher? do i really wanna teach? hmmm.. but i tink i might go misisons after uni leh.. and being tied down wif a bond is prob the last ting i wanna have.. maybe i won't go for the teaching scholarship after all..
this is interesting.. last nite my mum was telling me to go find a bf by the time i grad.. so that when i grad le.. i can go get married le.. ahha! which is quite amusing... and i dun really mind actually.. esp if i find the right one.. but yeah.. no children till i work for like abt 2 or 3 yrs? heh heh.. either that.. or i'll work for one yr.. den get married.. ah... tt sounds like the perfect plan yeah? my mum was saying best if me and my sis get married at the same time. haha! so funny...
wait.. jus remembered.. she said to get married after i grad.. and i told her.. 'how am i gonna get married if i got no bf???' hahahaha! hilarious...
oh..i wanna cut hair like fiona xie on female mag.. i'll post the pic up.. u guys tell me wad u tink ya? i wan stylo stylo hair.. i'm inspired by pan pan.. but yeah.. i've always like styling my hair.. make it look different everyday.. or as often as possible.. thus explaining my hair changes .. let's trace the history of my hair.... *bleeps back to the past*
2002: cut hair after leaving it for abt 1 yr
late 2002: regrets cutting hair and rebonds it
2003: perms hair during the SARS outbreak.. remember e long holiday? i was bored
2004(jan): cuts hair after CNY cuz wanted au naturale hair..
2004(march): regrets the cut soon enuff.. tada! and i have rebonded hair again..
2004(nov): has had it wif long hair.. dropping too much hair le.. cuts hair short.. decides to splurge on a good hair cut @ somewhere professional other than my reg. auntie.. ie. goes to STORM
2005(jan): blogging abt hair.. and tinking abt cutting it again after CNY
*pt to note.. highlighted and dyed hair in the midst of all the movement..
tadaaa! a hair-story of curling up and dying.
u can tell i'm bored can't ya? but its okay.. i like being bored.. hahaha being bored is good.. let's see how many words u can make out of the loooong word..
MAGNIFICENT
1 cent
2 if
3 ten
4 tag
5 gin
6 gift
7 fin
8 fig
9 fit
10 gnat
11 nag
12 ....
and the journey continues...
fun-on-ur-own activities are brought to u by mInG!
hahahahahhahahah.. nonsense.. anyway.. see the pic ya? tt's if i remember to post it up.. hahaha
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i want her hair!!!!!! =)
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YMonday, January 03, 2005
i saw myself in a child..
i saw the rage.. i saw the disappointment.. i saw the pride.. i saw the rebelliousness..
but i saw a child..
i saw immaturity..
and i stepped into the shoes of my parents, my leaders.. into the shoes of those in authority..
i know better now..
thank U Jesus.. that is a lesson that will not be forgotten soon.. =)
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