Love, or Pride?

i feel so loved! everybody around me is so awesome! blessed!! =)

thank u yan for hugging me! hahah okay.. now tt sounded weird.. but at least now i know who the mysterious huggers are.. wahahahahah..

i love my tagboard.. its so interesting.. and erjie u're not fat.. my goodness.. if u're fat.. i.. *looks at self* i'll be speechless.. hahah and erjie.. u going swimming?? can i join u?? yes this season is get fit and get into shape season.. *pose*

ohhh.. today went jogging wif sis.. feeling fat.. i've got a tummy *whines*. oh sigh.. shall keep jogging and exercising and jus keep swimmin' jus keep swimmin' jus keep swimmin' swimmin' swimmin'...

losing it.. whahaha!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/30/2005 11:55:00 AM .

okay whoever made that last post.. own up!!! =))

right.. before i sound schizo.. i made the tag on having 999 hugs.. and somebody else made the 1001 hugs after hugging me 2 times... haha sweet.. thank u for the hugs.. but this is reeeaaal mysterious..

the other time this happened, it was ian.. but ian's away in australia.. or hmm.. is he in australia accessing my bloggie???? HHhhhhHHhmmmMMMmmm......................

anyway.. i've decided not to do amore fitness classes... waaAaaay too expensive!!! heard fr. pan that its like 189 for 12 lessons.. this is CRAZY!! so.. i'm gonna get my blades.. even my blades are cheaper than the classes.. wahahahah i am going blading EVERYday!!!!!!!

wheeee.. i need to shed those kilos.. my dream weight is to be 50kg.. and less.. wahah.. now i'm.. erhem.. 52kg.. haa.. okay so now u guys know how heavy i weigh.. so yes.. i WILL lose all tt weight! *looks determined*

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/28/2005 09:00:00 PM .

ello! i'm on a high.. haha cuz its been quite a relaxing time.. but yes.. as quoted fr my msn conversation wif chris.. i am trying to study.. hahaha

ytd was out wif djd at simei starbucks.. trying to study.. i tink i ended up distracting her.. *sorry djd! but one thing was.. i jus felt so so so totally giddy trying to study.. maybe its the coffee.. but i've NEVEr felt this way before. its like giddy until u can jus pengz on the table those kinda lo.. so weird.. hmmm they drugged us!!

but nevertheless it was great to see her again.. poor gal.. she looked a lil stress.. djd.. u must take care wor.. don't be demoralized.. whatever it is.. there is always a way out.. whether u see it or not...

and she was the first person (i tink) to see my new do.

yup.. announcement.. i cut my hair again..

cuz my hair was getting a lil fluffy for my taste.. and well.. decided i wanted to chng style.. so went to the new shunji matsuo at tamp. pavillion. i must say that they're not bad.. had this guy called damien cutting my hair.. he's pretty good.. like he worked wif my natural waves and now i hv fuss free hair.. so to speak.. cuz before this cut when i washed my hair i'd have to spend an eternity jus trying to tame the curls.. which is very annoying.. gah..

but anyway.. he gave me a good cut.. so i look a lil punkish now.. and i changed my parting.. so my hair is black(like very black) on one side and a lil blonde on the fringe area.. heh...

shall help em advertise here.. their having 15percent discount now till may so go while the offer is there.. i got my cut(wif wash and blow) for 25.. which is pretty alright la.. considering that its shunji.. and the quality is pretty good.. haha when do u hv 2 shuai ge-s blow drying ur hair rite? hahahah tho i must admit that they were a lil dao.. wahahha but who cares.. i'm there for my hair.. =)

my hair's a lil flat on the behind.. but it'll grow out.. and i'm jus enjoying fuss free hair now..

oh.. my mum got me new specs too.. blue frame.. so let's see how i turn out.. =))

things i wanna do:
go roller blading (but this means i'll need roller blades)
go and do pilates
get my basic theory down
watch the interpreter and kingdom of heaven if i hv the bling2
go out wif frens! (WHEEE!!!)

argh.. must remember.. i still hv exam on the 4th....i still hv exam on the 4th....i still hv exam on the 4th....

i still hv exam on the 4th
i still hv exam on the 4th

shall paste this all over my mirror.. otherwise i tink ill jus keep enjoying life lo.. argh!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/28/2005 02:32:00 PM .

haha i'm having a blast.. i'm planning for my hols even b4 they start.. this is crazy... was surfing the net for courses in dance and searching for my roller blades..

yes.

i am still bent on getting em roller blades.. hahaha! and i tink i might sign up for some amore fitness course thingie.. must get fit! and into shape as well.. but fitness is no. ONE.. =)

feel like its the hols alr.. wahahah.. super happy... *slaps self* wait! u still hv one more paper!!!

gah...

shall mug for it some other day.. *winks*

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/25/2005 09:12:00 PM .

wahaha today is reflection monday.. i'm happy and feeling liberated cuz i'm done wif all my papers cept for one last one on 4th may.. whee!

today's el paper was interesting.. only five questions.. all short ans.. ie. not essay, jus a few sentences. i left earlier.. cuz i realised i couldn't squeeze out any more le.. and well.. let's jus say i'm lifting it up into God's hands. i've done my best.

my mum jus told me that every exam season i tell her that i've been enlightened by something.. strangely.. i reminded myself of last yr's situation.. and yeah.. i gues God's really moulding and changing me... heh.. everytime i get squeezed by stuff i always learn something and this time is getting the attitude of learning..

dr. steph was so sweet abt my paper.. haa.. maybe she felt bad abt giving me a B.. but she was really so sweet.. telling me abt how she realized that i had reached an epiphany.. and how it was so rare that things like this can happen.. haha cool eh? =) love her! if i ever do another soci module.. i'll make sure she's teaching it..

was commenting on friday.. abt how you always end up appreciating the module better after the exams are over.. cuz u really understand and consolidate all that u've done over the course of the sem and u dun hv the CAs, caps, wadever to keep u on tenterhook so much that u can't even enjoy the module...

lesson learnt: jus learn and enjoy.. take it easy and try ur best.

=) this lesson might jus prove to be a tough one tho.. i admit i am a coward in the face of failure.. haa.. looks like its something only God can fix over time..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/25/2005 03:12:00 PM .

I guess its all for the best.. I jus got back my anthro paper.. and well.. I scored a B. tho I would’ve liked to hv done better.. I know that it’s a good grade la.. it ain’t that bad.. and I tink I’ve gained much more than a grade. Thank God for tht..

Today God taught me two lessons as I was travelling to and from school.

First one was this morning when I saw a lady trying to squeeze past some barricades la.. well.. not really barricades.. but jus a narrow space.. and I was wondering why she did that when there was so so much space on the other side. And funnily enuff I got reminded of how sometimes I’d try to squeeze thru some gaps and ta-da I’m thru! I’m thin enuff! Haha okay.. weird rite? But bottom line is.. God was telling me about standards. Many times we try to impose the world’s stds on ourselves.. or even stds that we set for ourselves. Not to say that we shld jus abandon all sense of std and do wadever.. but more likely.. for the work-a-holics.. here’s a consolation – God’s std is different fr the world’s std. You don’t hv to break an arm and limb and all tt jus to get near God or to get His attention. He alr knows you and loves you very very much. I remember reading in the Bible also abt putting the yoke that Jesus has cuz its light.. and I remember the msg that came wif that verse. It jus simply meant 2 things. One, God knows how much you can take. Two, when you try to live up according to what God says you will find that it ain’t that stressful to live up to the world’s stds anymore.. cuz that ain’t ur goal no more. Its jus wad God says that matters.. and you don’t hv to impress Him at all! =) isn’t this so wonderful? Well.. guess this speaks to me more.. cuz I’m an ambitious freak.. those that know me very well know that I get freaked out when I don’t do as well as I want to.. and yes.. I believe God’s been dealing wif this thing in me since I dunno when la.. haa.. but its interesting that all these can come out of a simple squeeze thru the barricades eh?

Next lesson was on my way home after my paper. Was on the bus and I saw this lil pr. Sch. Boy sleeping on the bus. And I thot.. gosh.. this boy is really tired eh.. suddenly it was almost as if my mind made a quick flash back to the past and I jus felt like wow.. God’s really brought me thru so so much. And here I am, like a spoilt child.. thinking that my father doesn’t love me enuff to give me something that I want so badly. And I’ve really missed the pt totally by forgetting abt what has been done in the past. I’m jus like those silly israelites that God performed so many miracles for. I mean.. for them, God parted the red sea, sent down plagues and protected His ppl from those plagues so that they can really see His arm of protection arn them, gave them food in the desert, jus right for eveyrbody, made water come out of rocks, gave them a pillar of cloud and fire by day and night.. and jus simply delivered them from everything that would harm em lo.. and wad did those ppl do? They built a silly golden calf and asked it to lead em.. for those who’ve read this section of the bible or watched the long dreary version of the ten commandments would slap their heads in angst as they see the foolishness and forgetfulness of the israelites.. I’ve always felt such a sense of injustice for God when I read that story. I mean.. how can ppl witness God’s hand and goodness n forget all so quickly? It jus doesn’t seem logical! But today I really saw myself for wad I am.. I’m really no different from those israelites who went thru the desert and complained and complained no matter how much God did for em. Waah.. really convicted lo.. how could I be so unfair to God? And yet.. He still loves me enuff to tell me this and to die way ahead for me.. I tink He saw this day coming.. but yet.. He hung on that dirty ol’ cross anyway.. such great love… that surrendered all glory and safety to rescue another who’s unworthy of such treatment.
I’m beginning to see a loving and mighty God in the same person.. Jesus. A giver of costly Love.

Thank You.

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/25/2005 03:10:00 PM .

was humming to another tune and den realised i was humming the beginnings of moulin rouge's come what may.. ahh.. tt song brings such nice memories.. i mean.. not personally la.. but more like i remember the show and i tink.. its sooo nice...

yes.. karina's a die hard romantic.. tho i prob dun look the part..

hugh jackmaaaaaan... *swoons*

today was interesting.. cuz i was online with this guy that i met during my skating course. his name's jonathon and well.. we jus simply exchanged msn emails la.. and yeah.. been chatting on and off.. well today he was like asking me all about bgr stuff lo.. and i was feeling a lil uncomfortable.. cuz he sounded.. well.. desperate.. ark.. and den at the end of things before he left he asked me for my no. lo.. and i refused to give it to him. i told him that i didn't tink it was necessary at this point of time.. good for me(and him i suppose), he backed off after asking it one last time wif a lame excuse that it'd be easier for him to contact me ..

crap.

i mean.. its not like we're project mates or tut mates or something that we need to contact each other? i mean.. we're jus like social frens.. see each other and say hi kinda thing?

weeeird.. did i send out the wrong signals?

and my sis actually said.. why? wad's wrong wif him? (or something along those lines la) and i went.. NOOOo..(to erjie also la.. haa) cuz i told my sis that he can be very irritating sometimes la.. haha like he always says i'm rich blah blah blah.. and i dunno why that irks me but it DOES.. can't stand pp who think of me that way.. cuz my family is not rich lo.. gah.. shallow shallow.. but i guess he prob meant it as a conversation start up la..

anyway.. more interestingly.. my sis made a joke and asked me if i was a lesbian.. cuz she asked me who i liked now.. and i said no one. and thus the comment surfaced.. WAHAHA.. this is so interesting.. i remember ching yong asking me and erjie once whether we were lesbians.. =) i jus find it very amusing.. cuz i tink at that time erjie was single and we really hung out together alot.. and i tink ching yong couldn't figure out why we were single since we seemed pretty alright looking.. weeeeeeeird..

since we're on the topic of bgrs/sexuality etc. i jus remembered somebody while i was washing e dishes after dinner and well.. e thot of the person really made me smile.. haha disclaimer: it is a GUY. yes.. the thot of him made me smile.. i guess that person was really the one guys that i really, literally fell in love with. *cues awwwwww....

beams

but i know that God knows wad i need and wad i want more than i do.. so i'm happy jus living my life and enjoying singlehood while i can till God blesses me wif a significant other.. hahaha

tmr's soci exam.. and my jie's coming to school wif me! yay! like finally.. i've been trying to give her a tour of the school lo.. but she's always too lazy to join me.. wahaha.. but this time she offered cuz i've got tons of books to lug back to campus for returning.. and yeah.. i'm looking forward to having my jie on the train wif me.. =)

not studying.. read my notes finish.. gonna read up on the text for culture, family, power and state later.. haha i'm so slack.. can't stand myself.. seems like everybody's burning out mugging while i've been online like anything! argh...

my jie also said something else today (she talked alot today eh? actually i tink its cuz we're spending so much time at home together.. mugging), anyway she told me: don't get too caught up wif the paper chase. and i agree.. my jie always says such things at the right time.. i will not get caught up.. i will do my best and God will do the rest!

wad an awesome God i serve! =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/21/2005 07:09:00 PM .

it is finished! YEEEESSS!!! i have washed my hands off my essay and i am not thinking about it anymore.. jus looking forward to the next exam and etc etc.. WHEEEEEEEEEE

*runs around*

i've never felt such a great sense of liberation fr such a terrible mental torture.. argh..

and with this i wanna say something.. my MUMMY is the BESTEST person in the entire world! i love her so so so much.. tell me how many mums offer to read ur essay for you so that you feel better about urself and tell me how many mums actually help u understand and digest complex arguments.. WOW.. this mum of mine is multi-talented! *hugs* she was really such a comfort thru all my essay writing days.. she was so so so so sweet lo.. and i really think she's such a brave woman.. i wanna be like her.. but i cry too easily.. sometimes i give up too easily.. if anything.. this trying period has taught me something abt myself, that i'm weak.. yes.. weak.. and i need the people arnd me.. i need God more than ever.

my wonderful support has been my family and frens.. i'm so thankful God made em..

thank you all!!!!!!!!! *runs and gives a big hug to all*

ps. thank you for the comments on the tagboard... djd, erjie, xm, ian and nessa.. u guys hv really been such a light.. love ya all!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/20/2005 06:50:00 PM .

yup i know.. i haven't been blogging.. was on a high yesterday cuz i finally submitted my anthropology one.. but now i hv to work on my writing one.. so.. yeah.. at least got some thots jotted down.. i'm beginning to like this scrap book that i'm writin one.. makes churning out thots easier.. and i'm gonna say this.. thank GOD cuz i jus have so much to thank Him for.. =) oh.. realised something too.. i tink better in the morning.. haha so i guess its great that all my papers are in the morning this sem.. heh heh.. =) i'm more creative den.. so i'd be able to think better.. heh heh..

having net at 2.30pm.. its kinda interesting that i'm still home now.. cuz by now i'd be making my way outta the hse.. haha so its really refreshing to be at home at this time.. something that my friends will attest to as strange as well.. hahaha

anyway.. saw all my pics on erjie's and xiaomei's blog.. haha so funny.. i tink i hv such a long face there.. haha and i can't focus very well on the cam eh.. tt's bad.. hahahaha! =) oh well.. at least i hv some albeit little nice photos.. heh heh..

thank you to everybody who's really been there for me these past few days supporting me and encouraging me.. u guys are such sweeties! *hugs*

its really thru these days when i know what pp who love do.. and esp what God does.. =)

praise the Lord! i'm gonna get thru this sem!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/16/2005 12:32:00 PM .

i have so much to thank God for.. wonderful family, friends, favour.. wow! but sadly.. in need of sleep and time has been spent typing essay rather than in my blog.. so here i go.. off to sleep.. i'm just about done with my anthro essay.. tho i admit i'm getting so bored with it i just want to submit the work.. shoddy or not.. argh.. oh well.. =P

nite world!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/15/2005 01:17:00 AM .

what the heck am i doing online? haha i don't know.. i've got another essay to do.. but but.. *shuffles* laazzzeeee... watching tv and trying to find a new blogskin instead.

was looking thru the dean's list for sem 1.. my GOODNESS.. i know some of them lo.. oh my goodness.. i really wonder when i'll see my name there.. if ever.. hahaha but tt's not very high on my priority list tho.. wahhaha.. having problem with one of my modules now as it is.. hahaha =))

argh.. okay.. shall start on my essay le.. ganbatte!!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/07/2005 07:59:00 PM .

yippeee.. jus finished my 8 pged essay... okay la.. actually its 7 pges and a bit on the 8th one.. but oh well.. doesn't matter.. he did say 6-8 pages.. =) and its kinda interesting cuz i started with having 6 and a bit.. and somehow everything jus expanded.. hahha!

for those who don't know.. this essay was about body piercing.. my final research paper for my writing module.. and well.. let's jus say i freaked a few ppl out because of the books i borrowed.. heh heh..

anyway.. i'm feeling rather liberated now that i'm done with the essay.. i tink its good enough.. but i jus hope my teacher doesn't make me change my motive/thesis or something major like tt la.. i will scream.. i mean.. i tink it makes sense.. but den.. u'll never know.. so.. i'm jus praying for the best.. hopefully when i meet him for conference it'll jus be some minor changes or stylistic ones at least...

bleah..

now i need to work on my anthropology one.. at least i've got my secondary sources.. i've got the liao4 that i need.. so i guess it shldn't be that big a problem eh? my teacher extended deadline somemore.. yup.. so with God's grace i'm gonna get thru this sem... WOAH!

come to think of it.. this sem seems to be particularly hard of most ppl.. last sem.. still quite okay like tt leh.. people were still pretty alright.. but wow.. this sem.. hmm.. there's something different abt it.. or maybe all sem 2s are like tt.. tt's why we get the 3 month break.. yay!

i was being a mean pig to ppl arn me yesterday..and i tink that's one area i need to look into.. it usually surfaces when i'm concentrating really hard and trying to focus.. i get ticked off easily.. and i'm straightforward..which spells bad news for those on the receiving end.. cuz i jus say things without tact and it can be a lil cutting i guess. sigh... i guess i really need God to change me from the inside out... =

anyway.. shall chat wif dorcas on msn..and go for a bathe.. den come back to do the final editions before uploading it onto the workbin folder.. *grinz*

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/07/2005 03:15:00 PM .

okie.. i'm home and fresh from reading my second reading for anthropology.

i resume my post from the school computer lab at AS7.

yes.. i love printing notes.. i wish i had discovered this thing earlier.. i mean.. i knew its existence but i never used it or thot of using it.. until i saw all my frens using it.. hahaha yes yes.. sad case.. lagging.. but well.. better late then never.. and i'm so fascinated by how everything gets printed. its like whooosh whooosh whoooosh and bang i have like 60 pges of stuff.. so awesome.. at home i have to wait for everything to slowly load and den print it laboriously and worry abt the time when e ink will jus run out on me.. hahaha so yes.. school is good.

got loads of things to thank God for..
first
my trip home yesterday: i was carrying my dinosaur of a laptop, one which i call my favourite dinosaur and 3 books from the library for my writing paper. and boy oh boy..i thot i was either gonna be squashed by the weight or jus die standing all the way home or something! and so i prayed for a seat on the train and i GOT it! tt's like amazing considering that it was like going home time for everybody in a way. praise the Lord! and den when i was walking to the interchange where i line up for the bus, i was jus thinking (see tinking.. not even praying.. God really knows ur thots even b4 u articulate em) i really need the metal bar thingie to support my lappie n books while i wait for the bus otherwise my arms are simply gonna break lo.. and guess wad? i was first in queue! so i had the metal bar thingie and best thing was.. 66 came pretty quickly! wow! 66 never.. i repeat NEVER comes when i'm queuing up for it lo.. so it was pretty cool that God jus sent the bus along at the appropriate time.. whee!

second
my returned assignments: i got back my el history assignment today.. the individual essay thing.. and WOW i'm so so happy lo.. i scored 90/100 (i tink) and i mean.. i've never seen such a high mark on an essay before.. so yes.. very very happy.. thankGod.. thank God for His favour.. =)) so awesome..

next awesome thing was.. i got back my 1st assignment for anthro.. and my tutor gave me a A-/B+. so i was kinda glad about it la.. i mean.. for a first assignment.. considering i had not learnt any writing stuff at that time yet.. its not bad.. thank God!

third
extended deadline: yay! i jus realised that everybody is dying over their deadlines.. and i thot i was alone.. hahaha so my lovely anthro tutor has shifted the deadline from next monday to the following one.. yay! praise the Lord! =) so for this week i jus have to work with my writing paper.. phew..

okay..not so good news..but in a way kinda good cuz at least i learnt where i went wrong etc.. i got back my horribly done el2102 test.. hahah 4/12. so there u have it.. bad results in uni for the first time.. and well.. it jus makes me wanna do more n better for the exam..

right.. gotta go drink my liang2 cha2 now.. haa.. ciao

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/06/2005 05:13:00 PM .

i have discovered the wonder of school printing.. there was this nice guy kinda helping me with it.. haha.. quite cute la.. but oh well.. blog more when i'm home.. feel guilty blogging when everybody's working so hard.. haaa..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/06/2005 02:20:00 PM .

hahahaha i look young!! hahah it was really interesting.. abigail, sylvia's fren/contact came for the edge today and i finally got to meet her la.. and the best thing was tt.. she asked me what school i was in. and i hv no idea why but i had a weird feeling abt it.. haha but i went ahead and said nus anyway cuz that's where i'm from la.. and den she gave me this look of shock mixed with surprise. and den she went. i thot u were sec 3!!! hahaha my goodness.. i was so tickled by it lo.. haha i tink its the hair.. i seriously think its the hair.. =) and well.. kinda cool to be seen as someone young.. i'm 20 this year lo and i look like a 15 yr old.. hahha not bad ar.. who needs SKII ? hahaha but its interesting la..

today had quite a full day.. but it was pretty fun actually. went down to expo to help set up.. but didn't do much actually.. and den went for lunch wif sis chin ching n yuen man. sis chin ching so nice lo.. bought lunch for me.. yummy.. and after that went for cm meeting. sharing was done by sis jia hua and she was sharing on john 15:15. easy to remember eh? it was abt Jesus telling us that we are no longer slaves but sons and daughters. and it jus hit me. cuz i tink sometimes i don't really know/accept my true identity in Christ. which is interesting cuz i've been a christian for such a long time but yet.. this truth has never sunk in.. and i tink God's really slowly changing me, changing my heart. and i realised that viewing ur identity in a different way actually affects how you relate to Him. cuz how you relate to ur parents and ur boss is totally different rite? well.. its the same with God. if you keep treating Him like ur boss.. u can never be intimate with Him. u're jus not free arn Him and that shouldn't be the case. you'd probably feel like u're slogging instead of loving Him when u treat Him like a master. when we serve Him, we should serve Him as children would serve the Father they love and trust. that's when you won't get fatigued and all tt..

so yeah.. its been a real interesting day.. and oh! i got to eat my chicken foldover.. i simply love it.. with all the veggies inside and the nice prata wrap thingie.. hahahaha!

favorite food: apple cinnamon muffin at coffee club express and grilled chicken foldover at macs

yippeee!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/02/2005 11:45:00 PM .

my msn nick reads: today has been a surprising day

and well.. things have been weird today..haha.. right i was quite demoralised when i realised i couldn't do my el2102 quiz.. argh.. its so gek lo.. cuz its like i totally dun understand the question but yet i know what it's asking for.. argh! this is so sickening lo.. so i guess i was rather moody during writing class..

but here's where things get a lil surprising.. cuz ren shao came up me while i was waiting for the other class to finish. and he was like 'karina.....~' walking towards me with his arms open ala approaching me for a hug. of cuz i was shocked la.. and i gave him a look of horror like 'what are you doing?!' hahaha hilarious. anyway i saw that he was like really genuine la.. and i know him enough for it not to be a chiko action.. so yes.. i gave him that hug.. hahah! and before you get any funny ideas.. no there's nothing going on between the two of us and it was a very decent hug ie no unrequired contact. but the most astonishing thing would be that i felt so much better jus hugging him.. awww.. haha i tink i would have started blubbering there and then if i weren't so shocked by what jus took place. hahah! but yeah.. that hug and his eccentric comments made me feel all the more better. interestingly he commented how much i've grown up cuz we met like way way back when i was in sec 3 la.. at an ASEAN youth forum.. those that have read my entry on the first day of school (tues i tink) know the whole story and how we found out about each other's existence in NUS. he was commenting how i was such a lil' gal way back then. haha!

interesting eh? i think USP guys are awesome la.. haha so sweet.. like there's this other guy in my anthropology class who kinda helped me with my interview cuz i was jus 'complaining' to him that i didn't have enuf guys for my interviews. heh heh.. and he jus launched straight into the topic and discussed it with me.. so sweeeeeeeet.. and this is another guy that i've gone thru 2 modules together alr, counting this one. strangely we've never exchanged numbers la.. so another announcement that NO there's nothing going on k?

oh oh! and i've decided to go with body piercing for my topic of research...hee.. now let's hope that i can extend this topic for my 6-8 paged essay.

HAHAHAHA watching austin powers now.. SO STUPID! hahaahhahahaha

oh and i love my family.. my jie is so awesome! she made dinner for me cuz our food got stolen again.. me and my sis were getting kinda pissed over that.. tho i wasn't as pissed as last time la.. hahahha! but yes.. God shall mete out the justice that each of us deserve. argh.. terrible ppl arnd... bleah bleah bleah!

haa.. change topic fast eh? not as fast as erjie tho.. right erjie? *winks*

anyway. time to get back in action.. i shall have to work work work work work work work! *pushes up nerdy specs*

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/01/2005 08:42:00 PM .