Love, or Pride?

switched on my comp and i saw mr teo ser luck the new parliamentary secretary for mcys [we have this powerpt announcement thingie going on] and wooooaaah.. tt guy is good looking! =) hahaha nv thot i'd say this but.. WOAH!!!

anyways last nite was awesome. had fellowhsip wif the other net leaders over LOTSA food. so much until cannot finish la.. and i feel like a pig cuz i was bugging everybody to start eating and whining abt how hungry i was.. which i WAS! and afterwards i brought back the indian rojak, ngoh hiang n spicy chicken wings for my mummy. hahah PIGGLY PIG me!

but it was good la.. i jus think that being united like this in one place and hearing each other out.. man.. i didn't even say much but jus listening to all the awesome stuff God is doing.. WOAH!

(heh.. you guys shld know now why my title is 'woah!' hahah!)

i love you all my fellow bros and sisters (its weird typing siss)!!

okie.. back to a day at work.. and i know that God Himself is right here beside me.. i love you Jesus! I know You hv great things in store for me.. and oh..

read Proverbs 31 (highly recommended for girls.. heh heh.. of course guys.. you wan.. go ahead la.. help you pick out what is good n bad ya? *winks*)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/31/2006 09:27:00 AM .

hahh i know i've blogged abt this somewhere sometime in my archives.. =) but yeah.. i realize i do have monday blues.. somehow..

ytd i was all quiet and moody. but today? voila! i'm back to my perky and happy self.

but i won't deny it was cuz i was praying and i know that God really lifted my spirits.. hee.. awesome God!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/30/2006 11:27:00 AM .

argggh.. i dunno why i'm feelin this way.. but .. i wanna do something! i wanna do somethign to help in the central java earthquake.. i wanna do something to help the poor in singapore! is there no way that these things can be solved?

its like i suddenly feel like i HAVE to do somethign.. if not i'll jus burst!

God... how?

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/28/2006 09:34:00 PM .

i realize that in the weeks gone by i've gone increasingly sluggish and VERY unfit. my goodness.. since when did i start huffing and puffing when i walk up a slope? VEEEERY bad news esp to ms sports-fanatic =)

so i decided that i was gonna go jogging today and wow.. my Daddy really loves me.. was praying for awesome weather to go jogging in and voila.. i woke up like an hour later and the weather's jus perfect for running! sunny but cool at the same time, with a light breeze (cuz if its strong, it works against u) and there i went.. without specs/lenses, or -okay dun laugh/puke at this- brushing/washing up! hahahaha okay i know i'm a dirtball right now but my sis n i woke up at the same time and she needed to get to the bathroom urgently (working ma) so i jus thot.. hey.. better not waste this time la.. so i jus put on my running shoes and sprinted (okay that's a nicer way of putting it) -walked down to the reservoir for first time in 2 months i tink? or perhaps even longer.. hahah but it was good.. jogging without glasses aka blurry vision is reaaaally therapeutic cuz u dun see so clearly n u jus keep going on and on and u dun get distracted. plus i jus let my eyes rest by letting em rest on the nice green hues of trees/grass while fixing my eyes on the sky.. wow.. it was awesome. it did start to get a lil hot at the end of my run tho so that wasn't so spectacular. i'm jus glad that when i started and for a good distance it was nice and cool. wheeeee...

and i dunno.. had a few things on my mind la.. but they're more or less settled and i know that God's really strengthening me from the inside out. i've never felt more alive! i know that He's working in and thru me. i'm seeing a Life that's growing in me that i haven't seen in a while and its been like this for hte past 2 weeks since i started work.. so .. way to go! i love being close to God and jus having that connection with Him. it jus connects u to everything else that He wants you to find out.. and confirmation etc. so yeah.. praise the Lord! i also feel like He's continually renewing me and making me more confident in my identity in Him and also the personality He's created me with. so yeah.. i wanna glorify Him with all that i got! =)

jus realized that i'm in quite a lot of publication work eh.. HOOKED, student handbook, Youth.SG. wow.. and i thank God for that.. for all the opportunities that He's given me according to the desires of my heart.. but every sem or rather, every year.. i set out to do something different. so this being my 3rd year.. i'm prob gonna try out something new.. i jus haven found out what that is yet.. and i guess i also need some time to plan out what i wanna do wif my mods (to take isms or not.. and if i do.. wad do i wanna do), to think thru whether i wanna stick wif wad i'm currently committed to at school, and to tink whether i'll wanna conc on my studies a bit more this third year. yep.. so while i wan to be as active as possible.. i tink.. i might hv to scale down a bit.. which is a pity cuz i LOVE being involved in stuff and learning and growing.. its jus me la.. but i guess as i commit it all to Him.. He'll present the opportunities and open/close doors for me la.. soyep! it helps to have a good God like Him.. heee

okie.. gonna be out of the house at 130pm.. jus thot i shld blog a bit since i rarely get to at work.. heh.. met erjie ytd at mcys.. and it was soooo nice to see her.. i miss her so much! =) and of cuz ohana.. i love u guys.. i'm thinking.. sunday afternoon? u guys wanna do coffee? wonder if we can all finally get tog .. =

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/27/2006 12:35:00 PM .

my goodness.. my heart almost jumped out of my heart jus before i clicked the login button and waiting for like eternity till the lil loading thing at the bottom right corner filled up. ARRRGGGGH! so nerve-wrecking can?!

anyways ms karinana kwan got this

Name : KWAN PUI MING
Matric No : U041209L

2005/2006 Sem 2 Examination for ARTS AND SOCIAL SCIENCES 2

Module Code	Module Title	Grade
EL3207	CHILD LANGUAGE	B+
EL3251	LANGUAGE, SOCIETY AND IDENTITY	C+
EL3254	MEDIA, DISCOURSE AND SOCIETY	A
ULS2202	EVOLUTION	A
ULS2204	BIODIVERSITY AND CONSERVATION BIOLOGY	A-

CAP: 3.98

which isn't so bad actually.. i'm quite happy with the bottom three and the top grade.. but NOT with the silly el3251 grade. grrrr... lionel weeeeeeeeeee.. but ar well.. i'm SUPER thankful to God for giving me these grades recalling the hectic and superpacked schedule that i had thruout the sem. i tink it was really really God's hand and His grace that got me thru. -beams- WOW! i'm still VERY happy about the grades.. hahah will be on cloud nine for a bit.. guess the C was to ground me la.. otherwise ar.. haiyoooh..

and yaay.. my CAP went up.. haha wonder how much i scored this time round tho.. 0.02 more and i'm into the 4 range.. arharharhar.. now is whether next sem will prove to be a good one or not lo..

on other news.. I-S mag (yes, the coffee mags u see at coffee places) jus contacted me and asked if i was interested in interning there for an editorial position. hahah was telling alanna (my other intern here at mcys) and josh that i feel like hot stuff now la.. haha but of cuz i turned it down. i love Youth.SG and of cuz.. i'm alr here aren't i? but it jus feels nice to be 'wanted' wahahah not in the convict kinda way la.. but yeaah.. =P

today's a la la day!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/26/2006 11:19:00 AM .

oh gosh.. i can't believe i'm hungry.. why?? i've been polishing off biscuits since morning well. ytd for that matter.. OH NO.. i'm so gonna put on weight.. ic an't even begni to describe what i've been eating. yikes! am i stressed? no leh cannot be.. hmmm.. ar well.... let's jus hope the wt stays off.. eek!

been feeling tired out fr work ar.. prob not used to waking up early adn all tt no more.. =) pray for me ya? i love it here.. jus tt thinking about how i have no holiday at all these 3 months makes it a lil sore to take. heh heh..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/24/2006 10:57:00 AM .

alritey so i'm blogging this from the office computer. the rest of my colleagues are away cuz they're at this meeting downstairs. ar well some time to myself ba.. heh heh! =)

woke up feeling really crampy.. like bad cramps and i'm wondering if this pain doesn't escalate over the years like i remember when i first started out i never knew 'cramps' or 'pms' seems like the older u get the more sensitive you are to your hormones i guess. hahaha! but yeaaa. thank God i was able to get to work without fainting from the pain or something. woke up rather weak and all tt. and good ol dad was jus telling me abt how we shld jia u for work (of cuz he said a whole lot more la but tt's e nice gist of it) and i jus allayed his fears by saying that everytg was alright at work la. cuz i had a feelin gthat he thot i was jus being moody abt going to work. which isn't! =) i love being here la.. and its jus tt sometimse got nothing to do so i dun really know wd to do with myself.

got a lunch with our partners later tho.. so maybe tt'll be some fun.. and tmr got this interview so yeah.. the week shld be picking up fast/soon. heh!

had some kinda misunderstanding on sunday.. and it kinda got me down a bit ytd but thank God for e awesome pp arn.. heh.. and i'll say this la.. he helped quite a bit.. =) so yeah.. okie.. gtg now.. cont later!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/23/2006 11:15:00 AM .

and tt's cuz my life's jus too happenign alr.. hahaha like seriously.. everyday there's always something to do and cuz of that i dun hv time to blog.. by the time i get back i jus collapse. wahahahah..

still i can't blieve how fast the week has gone. and i find myself loving wad i'm doing more and more. its like.. u can stay there and not feel like u're putting in extra hours.. cuz there's jus stuff to do! and right now i'm feeling like its a personal mission to get some changes done to youth.sg and all tt. and i feel more than ever that God's planned this thing right from the start. so i'm SUPER grateful and thankful first for hte opportunity that He's put me in and for the fact that He's with me thru it all. -hugs Him-

so far i've attended a press conference, sat in thru a meeting, done up discussion notes aka minutes, uploaded all sorts of materials on the web and *cues gasp* i've actually picked up a bit of PHOTOSHOP!! wahhaahah and i know how to link stuff lo.. wahaha.. i feel so technically equipped and i tink its so awesome jus how willing they all are to help me the newbie.. and i'm learning lots jus by being there. super super blessed! and interesting thing is.. most of em are christian or catholic there. heh!

for my nites so far.. was out wif jacob last nite.. had a great time talking to him.. and didn't even realize that we sat in cafe cartel for like over 2hrs! dunno wad we talk also la.. but it was jus one topic to the next.. =) love talking to ya bro! and was out wif some of the progballs on wed for dinner.. woohoo.. lovely!

but i tink i've been eating too much tho.. my job's spoiling me. being at the heart of the welfare of singapore has its perks and one of it is getting awesome food from the meetings e rest of em attend and during the press conferences. heh heh.. =) as a result i've been stuffing my face with cakes!! UH OH... i have to start exercising somehow la.. otherwise.. -shakes head- hai!

watching amazing race now.. the HIPPIES won!! woohoooooooo.. but watching cuz i missed the footage on wed. soooo heh.. alritey.. let me promote the site i'm contributing to.. its www.youth.sg go visit k? can find loadsa stuff on it and loadsa competitions where u can win stuff .. good stuff EASY.. so go check it out.. =) and of cuz.. heh heh.. read my articles la.. hahahahahahhahahahahah i assure u that there's more to come.. wheeeeeeee!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/19/2006 10:15:00 PM .

i tink i'm gonna learn sooo much on this job.. and today was just awesome! i tink God must love me so much to put me there.. =) and i know He'll continue to be there with me when i'm at my desk.. when i'm going to work on the bus.. when i'm eating lunch.. when i'm out of the office.. i jus know that He will never leave me nor forsake me.. Jesus is a Friend that sticks closer than a brother.. and yep! i'm jus happy knowing that He's right there wif me.. takes a whole lot of unneccessary stress off me la.. heh heh..

today was fun cuz i tink the youth division is jus so happening! hahaha and i tink they're jus such a nice bunch of ppl.. and they really made us feel so welcomed! =) its like we enter office and we're jus saying hi to everybody cuz we know em from the interview and cuz we built such a nice relationship with em den...

signed like so many forms today that i'll forever remember 150506.. aka today.. wahhaah.. met all the other interns int he morning and we all went for the induction which is like some orientation arn the place.. and i must say.. today was a whole lot of info jus going in.. =) den had lunch with the YD (youth division) people at the canteen.. hahah shall be exploring arn e area loads with em.. i tink they're nice enough to go eat and accompany us arn for the first month at least.. heh heh! i've got like so many passwords and ids to remember cuz i'm given so much access arn.. wrote my first 'article' in a way.. its up on the site.. a compilation of some interesting news items related to youth over the weekend.. and my other article is pending.. =) thank God for the awesome interns who're leaving soon.. (so sad!!) they really taught us a whole whole lot of stuff lo.. and they're like all so patient with us.. thank God! i love the place where i'm working.. its like now i know i'm writing for a purpose and its gonna impact pp and make a difference.. and being there jus feels right.. yeah... =) and oh! i got the youth.sg t shirt! gonna get my name card soon.. together with my staff pass.. heh heh!

tmr going over wif julian (my boss) for some talk.. i tink he jus wants to expose me to stuff la.. so yeah.. awfully nice of him to ask me along.. hee... i hope i learn the ropes quick and do em proud!

oh.. jus got the dance blast email for the DR call.. whee.. gonna be in one of the items hopefully.. so my mon and thu nites will be out for dance practs lo.. yaaay! tinking of joining one more.. but dunno whether i can take it not.. i still hv the student handbook project to work on.. heh heh.. so yeaaaaah.. can u imagine if i'm in the AUN forum thingie which i signd up for initially? i'd jus break down la.. haha i tink there's only so much cramping one can take.. hahaha

nevertheless.. i'm jus blown away at the amt of favour God has given me.. i jus think He's so awesome.. i mean.. i dun even deserve all these.. and yet He's been so so so gracious.. wow.. words can't express how i feel right now.. thank U Jesus... =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/15/2006 10:10:00 PM .

and you guys are probably wondering.. what video can she be doing.. n let me announce this here since i haven't trumpeted it very much.. not at least among my frens.. =)

MY SISTER IS ENGAGED TO ALVIN!
HE PROPOSED TO HER ON MONDAY NIGHT!!!

how exciting rite?

hahahah i tink i'm like more excited than she is... hmm..b ut on second thots.. naaah.. she's e one that is and should be the most excited la.. heh hehh heh..

and i'm jus done with the video..added in text and music etc etc.. so hopefully it'll be a pleasant surprise for her when she gets back to see it.. heh heh heh...

will fill u guys in with the details soon.. otherwise if u can't wait.. come straight to me on msn or personally la.. heh heh.. =)

but its sooo sweeeeeet rite?? la la la la la

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/11/2006 05:46:00 PM .

ha.. that's whad my new mint box says. and i tink its very apt. i am such a SPOILT BRAT!!

okay.. to those that think i'm all matured and very sensible and all.. i'll admit that i try to.. and tt's prob when i'm in one of my good days. but the truth of it all is that.. i'm super spoilt! and its true that familiarity breeds contempt.. i tink only those who are close to me will see how terrible i can be when i want my way all the time and tink i'm right. and i jus feel so bad for it all cuz here they are.. the people who love me so so much and they love me to the extent that when i get into one of my fits, they jus lovingly hang on and keep being understanding and pamper me even more. i jus get so pissed at myself sometimes that i can be so tyrannical and mean even to the sweetest people in my life. grrr.... and i know that i can be like tt cuz when things dun go MY way.. i get all peeved.. and well.. tt's certainly a telltale sign.

last nite my mum was trying all her utmost best to cheer me up and i jus feel so bad cuz i really shld be the one that did the cheering up. instead i was a blob of sulkiness. gargh.. i'm so disgusted at myself la. and she was so awesome.. she bought me like 4 tops?! tt' s a LOT! i mean.. i know she wanted to make up to me and all tt cuz of some logistical miscomm and disappointment on my part... but thing is.. if anything.. i as the daughter shld be the one giving way to her. and it jus made me realize how much my mum has gone out of the way to make things so much better for us. like she's really sacrificed so much for us. and sometimes we're jus so stuck in our 'i'm right and u're wrong' or 'you don't understand me' modes that we turn a blind eye to the countless of times when we've pooped on them in the middle of the night(when they badly needed the sleep), or when we hurt their feelings by saying something that's jus cutting and we forget that they're only human too.. just like everybody else.. imperfect but nonetheless made of the soft flesh that makes em laugh when they see you do something amusing, that makes em hurt when you fall down, that makes em angry cuz they see how what u're doing could hurt you, that makes em feel sad when you go thru the downs in your life, that makes em feel tired cuz sometimes they also dunno what to do. they're human.. and like all humans.. they deserve the love that is just so due to them...

gosh.. wad an emotional post.. i probably am pms-ing but if my previous experiences with pms is anything to go by.. its often an issue that is in my heart but just got amplified within this period. yep...

to my dear mummy and jie jie and pa pa.. i LOVE YOU guys so so much!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/10/2006 12:08:00 PM .

haha like duh rite? wad day can it be but today? =) anyways i just found out that i have a new reader to this blog.. wheeheehee.. welcome to the club! now you know wad goes on in my head. heh heh.. (if u're wondering.. yes.. its you that i'm talking abt!) wahahah ambiguous seh? 'millions' of people are probably wondering if its them i'm talking abt.. ahh.. the power of deixis.. ooh.. i jus realized i used it in both my title and this para at least. heh heh... elang majors! you guys will prob be the only few pp with the 'sacred knowledge' of wad deixis is.. muahahah!

oh man.. do i sound crazy? hhaha tt's prob cuz i am.. and its all because...

1) i'm FREEEEEEEE.. from anything that spells S-C-H-O-O-L. gosh that word looks really funny when i spell it out.. hmm.. has it really been that long?

2) something special's coming up tonite! wahahha more when i get back..

3) the weather's jus too darn hot.. yeah its too darn hot.. (sing it with the gusto of the song i lifted it from and you'll get the idea that its more than jus being hot.. its getting to my head!)

4) i've got loads of books to read!!! tho.. this is really a love-hate relationship for my body and mind. cuz while my mind is kept entertained with the stuff tt i'm getting in, my eyes are protesting big time. today i woke up at 11am (my latest in a long while) which testifies to the strain my body(somehow) is taking from i dunno doing wad.. having fun? hahah

5) tmr is gonna be tmr.. heh heh heh heh....

la la la la.. i feel like such an enigma.. suddenly i'm speaking all cryptically and stuff. heh!

actually i've got work to do.. the student handbook project thing.. and i'm not going for the meeting today cuz of the special something tt's gonna happen tonite.. wahahah.. and i dun wanna miss it. as a result i'm prob not gonna make it for tonite's prayer meeting and the emergency meeting we're supposed to have wif gary- okay jus smsed him to let him know- sigh..

oh.. and this book i'm reading now.. graciously lent to me from apple (yes.. tt's her real name) is reaaaaaally good! i tink everybody who's in a relationship or not (aka EVERYBODY literally) shld read it. and in fact it might jus shed some light on why some things are happening in relationships. yep.. not the 100% answer to everything but it does give you a sense of where u're headed in ur relationship and if u're planning on starting one.. how to make e best outta it. heh! still going thru it.. so if any of u guys/girls want it.. i'll check back wif my fren and see if she allows it to be lent out la.. if not.. there's this particular chapter tt's really interesting.. in fact quite a few chapters la.. i'll photocopy!!!! WAHAHAH okay.. u didn't see anything.. -waves ala penguin in madagascar- (was it a penguin??wad was it doing in a mud hole??hmmmmm..)

gargh.. alrite.. pardon the verbal diarrhoea.. i'm jus inspired by xiaxue i gues.. haha jus went blog surfing and woah.. her being attached has seriously toned down her blog in a way.. hahah a lot less expletives.. but heh.. still got that fire in her entries.

wala wala.. today erjie n cheelay starting their placement lo.. SO EXCITING!! hope u girls hv fun while u're at it.. its definitely gonna be one wild ride.. heh heh..

and oh! last nite met farah at the interchange.. hahaha so nice to see her and talk to her again.. that sat didn't count!! =P oh well.. will be seeing her on friday for blading.. wheee!

my heart's really with the youth... God.. do a work in us as we seek Ur face this solemn assembly.. i know U're creating and re-creating something new as we come before You. let our hearts be always sensitive to Your touch and Your voice. bring us all together as one.. that we may find ourselves in Your presence always.

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/08/2006 03:16:00 PM .

wahahah.. alrite.. back from lilin's bday party at some place in lil india.. oh well.. its 66 dunlop street to be exact. oh boy.. wow.. wad a party.

firstly.. i've never been to a theme party before! haa so it was really cool.. and this was a real party ie with games and food (of cuz) and i must say.. it was interesting cuz i was the only one there who wasn't fr ahs, or from guides or from tjc or from smu.. heh heh.. =) and i tink xiaomei (big big big hugs cuz i missed you so much) was being such a sweetie by making sure i wasn't feeling lonely.. intro-ing me to her frens and jus hanging arn me so i wouldn't feel outta place. thank you so much babe! knew how much u wanted to hang out wif ur frens.. hope i didn't impede ya in any way.. =) but yeah.. these angels made my night.. ha.. jayesh was there too (for those who dunno jay is my gp class fren.. a pretty good fren actually) and i realize that i know bits of pp.. like i knew xm and char who were part of the ahs/guides group.. and i knew lilian from the guides group cuz she was my primary school fren and i knew jay.. and of cuz.. (duh) i know the birthday girl herself la... and it jus amazes me how we're all somehow connected in one full circle. wahaha.. was telling xm that i'll soon know her entire class lo.. hahaha =) cuz she was talking to her guy dajie and so funny.. when she yelled dajie.. both of us will respond lo.. wahahahha.. =) and lemme tell ya.. tt guy is FUNNY. gosh.. it was jus so new being someone on the 'outside' so to speak and i dunno.. its not like i'm totally ready to cry or anything.. instead i jus feel v happy that i got a chance to experience this.. its jus one of those experiences u jus must have as a person. heh heh.. =)

now i know.. its really super impt that pp have pp arn em to make em feel comfy and welcomed.. =) i feel so blessed to have those pp arn tonite and also to be able to be in the situation in the first place. hahah i feel so honoured that lilin actually invited me lo.. outta all the other frens from church.. and i'm so glad that i got to see her again and kinda est that rapport with her again lo.. =) happy!!

but that place is super scary la.. haha thank God xiaomei called for a cab and the cab was actually abt to leave when we came down.. phew! in fact jus before we hopped on there were these few guys in the background making some cheeky remarks la.. bleah! ar well... and jus to be safe me and xm locked the doors once we were in the cab.. lil india changes character from being a place of heritage and attraction to another kind once the sun sets.. yep.. and i was blessed enough to get a lift from xm's bf.. heh! so phewww... =) and yes..i've finally met him.. whaahha i tink of all the other halves of my frens.. hers is the one that i haven't met till today.. heh heh!

oh.. and today was such a funny day.. it was like everybody jus congregated in tampines! hahah so fun.. okay for me, erjie, just and farah arranged to meet up to do some shopping. andi tink i owe em an apology cuz i was too busy going arn wif xm shopping for the party stuff! sorry girls!!! i'll make it up to you! and for xmei.. hahah well i wasn't even suppose to bump into her.. but somehow i was msging her and we both realized that we were in TAMP! hahahah so we met up lo.. her with her guy.. and den i was msging josh and wonders of wonders.. he was in tampines too!!! wahahahha my goodness.. iw as so so so busy msging everybody la cuz we were all over the place.. hahah i was so distracted.. whoops.. so sorry to u girls again.. including xm.. cuz i tink i was talking some kinda gibberish and even now.. i can't recall wad i've said.. heh heh!

wheeeee looking forward to holiday holiday holiday!! la la la.. feeling super hyper now.. and watching GE! woohoooooooooo... i'm such a political groupie.. hahah.. =P

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/06/2006 11:54:00 PM .

okay.. i tink.. i got the job.. -beams- BUT the person said it in a non-commital way like.. most likely you will be in it.. and i tink its cuz of the first interview with usp.. i tink actually they alr consider me hired as an intern but they jus have to go thru protocol to make sure that its not showing some kinda favouritism ba.. hahaha soo.. i had to sit thru the interview today which was really pretty enjoyable and do a writing TEST. yes u read that right.. i had a TEST right after i'm done with exams. heh heh.. but it was cool la.. gave me a taste of what to expect IF i'm working there.

the env's pretty alright la.. very youth lo.. very informal and relaxed.. some place i can learn and make frens ba.. the perm staff are quite nice and i tink most mcys pp are nice la.. its jus the nature of their jobs la.. den attract certain kind of personalities ba.. heh heh.. =) so cool lo! and oh oh.. on the writing test thingie.. i actually got to see first hand, PR material and wow.. i actually have to churn out articles based on those materials.. coolness! i got one on the green grass project which is on drug abuse and how this guy started it up la.. i let the other candidate choose and she chose the golden village one la.. heh! so how we do is really unknown la.. and somehow i feel like abraham and lot when choosing the land? hhaha i know God's with me no matter wad..

hahaha so looking forward to the internship. and i must really say that its God's favour tt's really keeping me in this. cuz i dun tink i did spectacular for the interview at all. haha i was quite a blank most of the time and well i was being myself (think lame jokes, giggling, odd comments- yes that's me) and i know for sure that the only thing that's making me mroe special than the other candidate (yes, there was another person being interviewed with me) was God's favour. heh heh! wheee! its certainly awesome to have God on ur side. heh heh.. cool!

it was quite an adventure getting there. thank God alvin works at SLF building which is jus next to MCYS so he gave me directions. but that didn't stop me to getting a nice walk back to the stop i missed and which i shld've gotten off at. heh heh.. everything worked out nicely tho.. weather was nice and cool.. oh oh.. wore my mum 's corporate looking blouse which served as a nice jacket for me.. heh! and all my buses and trains came in excellent time.. yeah.. God was really really looking after me. and i was so excited when i found caldecott hill! woaaaaah.. okay i'm swakoo la.. but its like the closest thing to hollywood in sg la so i was understandably star struck.. hahahah =) by a BUILDING?! hahahah

yep.. jus gotta contact the HR pp fr mcys now letting em know tt i'm super interested in the job (woohoo!) and yeah.. hopefully everything works out well.. was a lil confused earlier on cuz yin li (this other guy) made it sound like all i needed to do was come round to have a look and make sure i wanted this while julian(my interviewer) wanted to interview me with my resume and works (which they all said 'can we keep?' yeah my hooked articles la) and made it seem all very uncertain. but yeah.. apparently they jus interviewed me tog with the CNM pp who applied for the position as well.. heh.. modus operanti i guess. so yep yep! earliest i'm starting work would be this thu ba.. jus before vesak.. before the interns leave and i have nobody to learn from i guess.. heh heh.. and they're NICE! so wheeeeeeee....

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/05/2006 08:51:00 PM .

hahahha! wad terror? i am totally slacking! n this is BAD!! i'm like listening to take the lead - soundtrack (currently on the black eyed peas one.."can you feel it" i tink.. super nice!!) and i'm blog surfing.. jus got this off liang cai's blog.. and the previous one was off farah's.. heh heh.. i'm sorry my links dun show up.. so u guys either hv to decipher the scrawl or check back at their blogs thru various links.. haha sorry!

anyway found this..

karina
n. a drink, particularly a loud one.
"Kid, that karina is loud!"

after all these yrs.. we finally know what karina means.. hahahahahahhahahahaha

check it out here! http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slang

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/04/2006 10:37:00 AM .

This is SUPER FUNNY!!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Karina!

Karina was declared extinct in 1902.
It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to karina!
The average human spends about 30 days during their life in karina!
Only one child in twenty will be born on the day predicted by karina!
Karinaocracy is government by karina.
Karina is the only metal that is liquid at room temperature.
Humans have 46 chromosomes, peas have 14, and karina has 7!
Karina has often been found swimming miles from shore in the Indian Ocean!
Karina has a memory span of three seconds.
Karina can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/04/2006 10:30:00 AM .

argh.. my shoulders are reaaaaaly burnt..and they hurt! now i can't carry any bags cuz they hurt when i sling stuff on my shoulders.. how's tt for having a PA to help me carry my stuff? wahahahh either tt or i could jus travel reaaaally light.. heh!

done wif my studying for tmr's paper.. gonna jus read thru the readings briefly tonite or later after my tv time.. whee hee hee.. i love kids central! gonna hv magic school bus and den timeblazers.. love these two shows! den there's the lizzie macguire show.. ha. i tink deep down i'm jus one BIG kid.. =)

last nite's care group was so awesome! it was like as we started worship i jus knew that God was arn and from all the sharing tt was going on.. it was so so obvious tt God was speaking to us individually and as we all jus shared we jus synergized.. and wow! unity can be such a powerful thing lo. gary was mentioning how far we've come and interestingly jus before he came i was jus thinking abt tt. like wow.. we're almost halfway thru the yr and jus felt like ytd that we were all at subway coming up with plans for the yr and thinking abt starting the musical. i mean.. wow.. God's really brought us a long long way. and we're expecting more of that to happen! =) woohoo! last nite was jus electric la.. and it really opened my eyes as to how impt being in a team is.. itsl ike we each cover the different facets of the ministry and there's no one tt's more impt in the Kingdom cuz we all matter.. we each bring something special into it. yep yep.. was really so blessed and so ministered by His presence and the close tight fellowship we all shared last nite. ha.. after tt we stayed behind to watch csi and walking backt alking to est wee.. it was really cool!

oh and a testimony.. of God's faithfulness =) was at the interchange wheni thot i saw my last bus leave, 65. but somehow i jus prayed and i knew all i had to do was to believe and guess wad? jus when i was abt to give up.. i felt like i shld stay on a bit longer and woah.. e bus came! =) ha..okay i'm not expressing this well.. but all i know was tt.. sometimes we jus gotta wait till the v end and God is faithful and He'll deliver. i jus thot like e msg he was trying to get across to me the whole day was to trust in His faithfulness and to be patient. heh heh! i tink i learn a lot while waiting for buses.. haa i had 2 bus-parables in the same day lo. =)

God is so awesome!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/03/2006 02:21:00 PM .

alrite alrite.. i know ive been mia for a while.. haa that's cuz i'm jus too lazy to log on and when i do.. i jus can't type nice long posts or posts that are meaningful. or maybe my days jus weren't eventful enough to type down.. and some are jus too plain private.. so that results in no blogging. haa.. now you know.. =)

today was fun tho.. went blading.. i'm super burnt now.. gargh.. and my shoulder blades hurt cuz of the burn.. heh! and i tink i've put on all the calories that i burnt while blading today by eating at fish & co and cartel cakes.. i tink i ate more than one cake la! ARGH! somebody save me..

anyway.. got one more paper to go.. and i tink this sluggishness is somehow characteristic of all yr2 sem2 students.. maybe its jus cuz we're all in the middle where u can't see the end in sight (for some) and you dun see where you came from aka the excitement wore off. so maybe tt's why.. heh! but ar well.. i could be overgeneralizing.. heh heh

i'm getting extremely interested in sg politics esp now with the GE.. my goodness.. its really weird.. i tink its the education i'm getting. i'm reaaaally looking at things with a more critical eye now. heh! fun..

fellowship tonite was awesome. was really praying for a good time of bonding and all tt.. and wow.. i was jus telling li sha that it felt really really good to be there with everybody else. heh! love em! i'm so glad God put me into this church. i've gotten to know such awesome pp.. =) i'm a blessed girl indeed!

this is like some digest la.. of wad i've been up to.. hopefuly will have more time to blog abt deeper issues and all tt jazz la. heh! which reminds me.. i watched take the lead last nite.. oh man.. it was so good to see the moves.. and i actually recognized one of em.. haa an di can DO!! woohooo.. =)

alritey.. email checking time..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 5/01/2006 11:20:00 PM .