Love, or Pride?

oooh.. the module listings are out! and i'm happily picking out all my fav modules.. woohoo.. this sem looks like its gonna be a fun one.. heh! =) i hv like a whole list of mods that i wanna take but its now jus whether i can tahan or not.. i wanna take EVERYTHING! i love school!

and i'm forseeing tt school's gonna be quite busy with DR practs on mon n thu nites.. and dance on weds.. and hooked.. i'm prob gonna take on another cca if time allows ba.. at least go on and do something new lo.. heh heh.. =) seems like third year's gonna bring a heavier academic load too.. gonna be doing my CBMs which are like level 5000s.. so i dun really know if i can tahan taking on something more.. but yet.. if not..den its jus gonna be SO not fulfilling being in school, cca-less..e sp if i'm gonna be staying in school. hmmms.. shld i jus be a bookworm and hole up den? jus now me and hoho were also talking abt how level 4000s are a lil intimidating.. and i was saying tt its cuz its like 4000s.. and u SHLD know wad u're doing there since u're obviously a major now.. ark! and i dunno wad ism to do.. eek.. shld i leave my isms for sem2.. i dun really hv any ideas now.. and there ARE after all more CBM mods in sem 1.. hmm.. shld i do 2 cbms den? and shld i do a lang mod? uh oh uh oh!! i tink i need to do 3 elang mods.. cuz if not.. i won't even grad on time for a normal bachelors.. hmm.. so i shld put elang as priority rite? and do like a cbm and maybe either a lang or an ism ba.. hmmm

how how how??

but eek! so exciting!! i wonder if i can still function at school esp since i've been working for so long le.. eeeek.. rusty lo... and my handwriting is terrible.. can i still write notes properly? eeeek! school's starting sooooooon!!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/30/2006 03:46:00 PM .

phew.. thank God for the break today... not tt its an all-out holiday.. but at least i can work in the comfort of my own home and not wake up as early as i usually do.. heh! was jus telling josh last nite tt like.. i used my half day to dance on wed.. and now i've been given a whole day off from office. hahaha God is so good.. and jus nice also.. the modules for next sem are out.. so at least i hv this time to sit down and tink/plan abt wad i wanna do next sem.. somehow i'm a lil clueless still.. so yeah.. hopefully today will be a nice relaxing day to jus chill and spend some time on my own.. =) guess i'm someone tt really needs alone time to reflect and all.. heh heh..

last nite was out watching superman returns on the omnimax screen with alanna-na, her bf wai and josh too! was not too bad..the show itself is VERY good.. so pls pls pls go catch it no matter wad.. i love how everything was kinda like an analogy of how Jesus came to die for us.. i mean.. the way everything was portrayed.. was so symbolic.. i'm so awed now by superman and of cuz.. but wad Jesus did for me.. =) but hey.. its not some super religious film la.. i guess its a personal feeling i get when i watched it.. God was probably speaking to me thru it la.. heh heh.. so.. -beams and looks up- thank You Dad! You're the best!!

but yes.. GO WATCH SUPERMAN RETURNS ITS SUPERNICE!

and i feel like being a lois lane now.. be a reporter and win a pulitzer prize for writing stuff.. hahah =)

ahh.. yes.. another reason why i appreciate i'm home.. is cuz last nite was a late nite.. heh.. reached home at 12 i tink.. heh.. good thing i was with josh.. so he walked me up lo.. and the poor dude woke up late (in a way) today.. and got ready in a record time of 7mins.. wahahaha steady bo? he say ns-trained lo.. hahahahha not bad.. -applauds-

was out with ohana on wed nite too.. -biiiig hugs to all of em- it was so so nice meeting up wif em.. had genki sushi and ice cream at swensons.. and dage very nicely treated us to sushi tho it was our initial intention to treat him.. so we ended up buying him ice cream instead. heh heh.. photos will be up soon.. hahah some of em are hiliarious! and there is a -gasp- scandalous one of me with Mr R.Mac =) hahaha so yeah.. jus waiting for xm to upload em or something lo.. heheh and i'll jus kope from her.. la la la..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/30/2006 10:40:00 AM .

phwah.. know wad? this blogger page has been on my desktop since hmm.. before lunch! and i'm only blogging now.. hahah this only means one thing.. i've been busy!!

and i tink its one of those rare moments when i'm really busy and calling pp and doing all sorts of stuff at one time.

it started with the lunch meeting for Youth.SG.. den i came back and did some jc calling for Youth.SG roadshows.. (some of em are irritating and some are jus plain nice) den went over to my comp to hmm.. do wad ar.. something la.. i tink i emailed the ben guy for sat's futsal game.. and den yin li came in to ask us to help him set up the harmony lounge (heh!) for the national youth forum meeting they were having. heh heh..w as quite fun.. my kb skills came in handy.. cuz he was asking me to set up the projector and the lappie.. so heh.. not bad ar.. children's ministry trains u okay??! had a nice short stint as a waitress as i bore my 2 full trays of club sandwiches and mini tarts up.. alanna was with me too carrying wif her curry puffs and mini muffins.. ARRRGH.. i wanna eaat!! -tummy growls-

and den it was back down.. when i found like a million smses from everybody in the world.. and aaahh.. i jus remembered wad occupied me before yinli took us away.. heh! i was calling gary and asking him abt the sms he sent me. apparently they need like 4 hip hop dancers and 2 actors from the youth for the newest outreach we're having.. and this time its probably choreo-ed by somebody experienced la.. meaning.. not me or daphne.. ahahah so i'm kidna looking forward to it.. tho its reeeeaaally soon.. and i hope things work out!! currently hv got... hmm sylvia.. jennifer.. and probably daphne and myself ba.. for actors. i've got amos.. and hopefully ian.. but tt one see how lo.. cuz we'er all down for drama outreach as well.. heh!

i jus feel like today's gone by real eventfully.. and its been nice la.. hahaah had a VERY interesting conversation today abt going as a cadbury cow for the ms sg intl dinner.. haahha cuz they said the theme is purple ma.. and super super funny.. both me AND julian jus started singing 'wouldn't it be nice if te world was cadbury..' AT THE SAME TIME! ahaha tt was jus so very funny la.. hahaha and yes.. julian dared me to dress as the cow.. and he'd give me an entire week off.. ahahahha sorry.. one week only eh? nothing else on the dangle?

had a very lively discussion abt changing our crew names to coincide with world cup fever.. so now i'm know by kakarina and there are the rest of em too. hahah julian jus finished photoshopping our pics.. hahaha so look out for em on the webbie soon!! la la la

AAAANND.. tmr we're ALL workign from home!! thanks to some renovation/construction work that's taking place in the offic etmr.. and due to the fact that the officers hae to come to work over at our corners.. so wheee.. free day offfff... la la la.. but got a lot of work to do also la.. heh! jus sent myserlf a reminder email for tmr.. wheeee.. but still.. can wake up late.. God is so good.. i spent my half day dancing and now i get a whole day off! well.. tt's if i dun attend e event la.. heh.. so see how la.. =)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee....

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/29/2006 06:08:00 PM .

i will admit.. i am a egotistical person.. hahaha but... -drum rolls- i'm on YOUTUBE! hahaah naaah.. actually its quite an embarrassing clip of me.. but heck it la.. for the sake of entertainment.. must sacrifice rite? hahahahahahahah its on our Youth.SG blog anyways..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/28/2006 05:05:00 PM .

there shall be no title today because i hv no idea what to write in that space. haha..

today's been one whirlwind of a day and i'll bet will continue to be one..

woke up at normal time today.. 730am to get the News done for youth.sg.. cuz i jsu felt bad that alanna would hv to do news like 3 days in a row? and since i could get it done before i left for school at 830am.. i figured.. might as well la.. hahaha.. the 3 of em probably tink i'm crazy now.. doing the news and getting it all up at 830am... hahah! we usually get it up by 11am la.. so yes.. i guess this is a first for us.. hahaah!

so anyways.. left for dance at NUS.. and MY GOODNESS WE LEARNT SO MANY STEPS! like 12 eights? which is like.. hmm.. 3 classes worth of steps? garrgh! i'm amazed tt i can actually accomodate everything in my brain.. i hope it stays there tho.. heh!

but yeah.. dance is working out.. getting to know more pp.. and i tink work's kinda changing me a bit.. as in.. i find that i can talk to pp more easily now.. and i'm more at ease with myself i guess.. heh.. learning experience ba.. =) and people..

SUBWAY at NUS is OPEN!!!!!! woohoooooooooo

but but but..

the queue is crazy! there were like 15 pp in the queue when i went to check it out after dance.. hahahah lucky my craving for subway not so strong.. heh!

last nite was a lil emotional for me.. received some news tt my dad really cannot pay for my school fees anymore.. and that while my second yr was paid by my uncle.. my dad says that we cannot borrow from him anymore le.. cuz my uncle's subsidised my sister's education totally and well.. guess my dad feels bad for borrowing so much.. so he actually asked me to get a loan from school.. and to me.. tt's fine.. tho i'd v much rather borrow from my uncle so tti dun hv to hv interest keep piling up after i grad.. i mean.. its like u graduate into debt. so den we decided that we'd borrow from my uncle but i hv to promise to pay him back every single cent. yep.. was a lil crushing.. not so much that i hv to borrow money.. but aiyah.. its jus something else la.. which i will not disclose here.. its the feeling of disapointment and perhaps a lil anger? tt i hv to bear the brunt of somebody else's mistakes.

but i guess tt's what Jesus went thru didn't He? died for all of our sins and mistakes and stuff.. and all out of love.. so yes.. He understands wad i'm going thru totally.. and despite all tt happened last nite.. i knew that God was preparing me for this moment.. totally! cuz the past few times i've read 'prime time with God' (some email short sharing thing) and that night when pastor danny han was sharing.. it was abt God's provision for the children in the wilderness and i know that the Word is super specific for my situation la.. and yeah.. i'm so glad that I have God to turn to.. and i know that everything's gonna be alright somehow.. so yes.. praise the Lord and thank God!

shoooo.. while yes. i still feel a lil shocked and perhaps prone to some sniffing (not glue sniffing la.. sniff cuz feel like crying maaa) i know deep down that everything's gonna be alright.. and i'm giving all my anger and feelings of being unjustly dealt with to Him.. yep.. gonna jus hand it all over.. and cast my care upon Him.. =)

jus received news that i got a place at ridgeview residences.. so perhaps tt's wad sparked my dad off on the money issue last nite.. sooo well.. see how things go lo.. i know that my God will not fail me!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/28/2006 02:43:00 PM .

was telling alanna and ivy that my abs (if i have any to speak of) are aching.. and i tink its cuz of the krumping i did last nite and all those thrusts.. aarggh.. but good thing is.. woo! i love the challenge that this dance is giving me.. hahah cuz its a lot of technique and i hv to say that while i've been doing hip hop.. i've never really done technical technical yet.. pat's really jsu giving us a whole lot of exposure to hip hop.. but this dance ar.. phwooooaar.. i really wanna learn and do it well lo!

and i've almost forgotten how nus can make u breathless..

i was walking up the cfa steps there talking to dawn and heading up to the bus stop. now.. on normal days, i pant.. last nite.. with the memories of nus and its steps not so fresh in my mind.. and TALKING on the phone.. u only hv to ask dawn how i sounded like i was dying.. hahahaha i was breathless i tell u.. like - this - *wheezes* - breath - *wheeze* - less.

hahah! so yeaaah.. and i was late la.. so next time i know.. must go earlier le.. meeaaaans.. 530pm leave office? gotta let all of em know tho.. and well.. i'll jus hv to come to work earlier to make up for lost time lo.. hopefully that wouldn't be a problem.. :)

blur me thot pract was at as7 anyways.. only to find myself int he midst of rag pract (contemporary modern dance) and the indian bhangra dances.. hahahah dance was at CFA dance studio anwyays.. soooo yeaaaah...

jus back from press con for singapore youth awards tho.. and well.. was a nice experience la.. =) the pp at nyc are reeeaally nice.. and the interviews were pretty nice too! not bad la.. on the whole.. whee!

and i got me subway cookies *chomp*

tmr is another dance day i hope.. probably will use my halfday to head down to school for dance and den work ba.. hopefully i dun sweat my guts out too much =P

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/27/2006 01:19:00 PM .

hahaha i realize i've been labelling my days and commenting on them.. LITERALLY.. check out my previous 3 posts and u shld see an odd pattern of me putting the ___day-s in em.. haha! this shows something.. i live each day at a time. ahhahahaah!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/26/2006 02:45:00 PM .

gargh.. i'm being such an anti-social today.. cuz its a monday and i tink i'm still recovering from the effects of the weekend.. both days which i woke up superbly early.. not tt i actually mind tho.. its jus this lull of recovery that i dun like.. i like having enough energy for everything la in short.

but anyways.. today looks quite packed.. hv quite a bit of work to do.. tho its one of those things where.. u dun hv work.. sure can find work one la.. so heh! =)

later on at night got dance tho.. so yep.. my mons and thurs nites are gonna be spent dancing away at school from 7pm to 930pm.. heh.. hopefully i get back and go to work not zombi-fied.. hahahah!

last nite was frustrating over my schedule.. cuz its like i hv too many things going on and too lil time.. gargh! somebody pls tell me this isn't jus me! its like my entire week is booked up with stuff and more coming in.. and i dun like choosing to go for some only cuz i wanna be everywhere! i tink i'm jus greedy but honestly i love doing whatever i'm involvd in.. and aaaah.. well.. guess it does boil down to priorities la..

ytd was a nice day tho.. was telling dawn and ian and joy and whoever was arn that i cuoldn't wait for evening svc! haha guess i was jus in anticipation of what was gonna be preached and all tt? but yeah.. ytd was an awesome day. woke up in the morn to spend time with God and i jus felt like lifting His name up.. and interestingly it seemed like e entire day was abt lifting up the name of the Lord.. and i'm like.. woohoo! Holy Spirit.. u spoke to me!! i love having these experiences/encounters with God.. heh heh..

oh.. another interesting thing also was that wee cheer , this sec sch fren of mine, msged me in the morn saying that he had a dream ab tme asking him to go for service. hahaha! and the msg even had quotes and all tt in it lo.. haahha so i jus joked wif him that God was probably trying to tell him something.. which is probably true..

the really strange part of it was tht.. i was really intending to ask him to go for svc someday with me.. =) hahah so -looks up- God.. You really do interesting things..

anyways he went for svc with this other fren of his la.. so yays!

oh oh.. signed up for LIW classes ytd too.. andi 'm so so pleased that so many of my net members signed up for class.. -beams- they're gonna grow up so so strong in the Lord with all that they're taking. yay! and i'm excited for myself also la.. cuz i'm finally gonan be taking class again after such a long while.. its jus the feeling of learning something again.. and jus growing.. -stretches-

n heh.. felt reeeeaaally bad for leaving josh alone for so long ytd when he came over (yes he came over to my side for svc) so thank u Dawn for taking care of him and entertaining him and CONSPIRING with him to steal my bag and hide away.. hahaha! too bad u guys were curious.. so u guys blew ur cover.. hahah

realize tt both of us spent quite a bit of time together this weekend... heh! not tt i mind la.. this is prob one of those one-off weekends tt we can do tt la.. the rest of it will be pretty busy i tink..

and okay.. we've both come to the conclusion tt we're dating(?).. so we're at the more than friends but less than a couple kinda stage.. dunno wad word we're gonna use so we're jus gonna stick to this 'definition' or boundary la.. until the time when we feel like God's called us out of this season into the next stage lo.. yep! meanwhile.. i tink we're pretty comfy where we're both at la.. heh.. jus getting to know each other better and seeing how things go ba.. =)

alrighteys.. back to work i guess!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/26/2006 01:00:00 PM .

because yours truly was such a blur queen on sat.. she very excitedly blogged abt it... ON a different blog.. so.. here's the account in delayed time..

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ahhhhhhh... this has been such a nice saturday.. and i tink it'll continue to be an awesome one.. with granny's dinner later in the nite... wow.. how can it not be nice rite?

but i tink what made my day was heh.. hanging out with josh la.. and it started with the jog.. hahahah i tink i clocked my fastest time arn the reservoir la!! my goodness.. we left my place there at 755am i tink (yes i know.. crazy to be up so early on a weekend) and den we got back at 855am. BUT that was after we took a nice walk arn my estate there to cool down and to firm up our plans for the day. sooo effectively.. i took like hmm.. 45 mins to get arn e reservoir? which is like woaaah.. fastest yet la.. but i'm also aware that i was painfully slow beside him (darn!) and jogging behind him makes me go faster cuz i tend to keep pace wif his steps by virtue of the fact that he's in front.. -_-"

so thank goodness he slowed down his pace.. otherwise ar... haaaaaiiizzzz...

after the run i was craving for some indian food so he suggested his place the kopitiam there la.. (jus didn't feel like having commercialized food like macs or something.. heh!) so after he left.. i jus washed up and zipped down to his place lo.. heh.. didn't expect to step into his hse.. but turned out he v nicely offered to house my bag first while we breakfasted.. and i LOVE his estate!! hahahahah i told him he lived in a kampong.. cuz.. kampong ubi maaaa.. =) ok lame.. but anyways back to the topic.. his place is filled with super nice food la.. and the pratas that i had were SO nice.. nicer than the one near my church there lo.. there the prata is like well shaped (not torn and blah), sweet in a certain way and in short.. jus YUMMY!! and u read that right.. i had prataS (1 kosong and 1 cheese) woohoo! together with ice milo.. -beams- and before i got full i was being ambitious and asking if we could eat fried carrot cake.. turned out that reaaaaally cannot take anymore le.. darn!!

but was good la.. breakfast was nice.. and the weather was awesome.. nice breeze.. and well..nice to be walking arn like it was where i lived la.. hahaha like dunneed to carry bag and all tt..hahaha woohoo! i love houses..

den headed back to his place lo.. again.. didn't expect to stay so long but he had to wait for his fren to get back to him on the time he was supposed to meet him. sooo we waited lo.. and meanwhile jus talked to his mum la.. =) nice lady.. heh! and afterwards he was saying that it was nice that i actually talked to his mum.. heh heh.. -beams- but honestly.. i jus find it rude if i jus come and don't talk to his mum lo.. i mean.. its her hse.. and her son! =P whahahahah but den again.. i'm jus NICE... =P

anyways.. headed down to tampines after tt to cpf building where we realize that the machines are WAY too old.. gosh.. couldn't even detect my card when the guy scanned it in so we could get a queue number.. hahah but yeah.. was there to settle some stuff.. and yep.. walked out to very 'happening' music over at standard chartered.. they were having some carnival thingie or wad la.. and of cuz.. the weather was awesome... sunny but windy at the same time.. =)

-beams- awesome day out la.. its jus nice to slack n chill out once in a while i guess.. to not do anything and hv time to spare... hahaha and of cuz josh was being the great guy he was la.. heh..OH AND....

we met cheryl tan and desmond (her bf)

WAHAHAHA my goodness.. its weird u know.. it seems like everytime me n josh are out and when we visit sakae, we'll always bump into cheryl.. hahah this is the second time lo.. hahaha for an account of the previous time.. read february. heh! but anyways.. was so nice to see her.. she's BAAAACK!! -hugs- but cuz i was slurping up my ice-cream greedily and as fast as i can so josh could go off for service, i couldn't respond appropriately and well... i was stoning le.. so.. heh.. sorry girl for giving u tt blur look.. ahaahh but i tink u were jus as surprised to see me as i was to see u la.. hahaha! =)

and i jus realized from erjie that i didn't explicitly say wad's up wif me and josh now.. so i shall say it... in another blog entry ba.. haha cuz i tink this one's so long.. u guys are jus probably asleep right now.. so heh! updates coming to u soon :)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/26/2006 12:57:00 PM .

because they're dress down days.. aaaand.. there's jus this different feel towards it.. i love it! and i'm jus done with my fun chat time wif alanna and ivy.. love those two =)

just now was downstairs buying our food and the uncle selling me my mee (haaaaa) jus started telling me about his black eye and how it was sore from having 2 operations in the same month. and alanna + ivy were saying that i probably have that kind of face that says 'tell me your problems'. hahahaha!

but honestly.. i really dun mind.. i'm glad that i look approachable and that pp want to talk to me.. so yeaah.. =) and of cuz.. the dumpling horfun + char siew was reeeeaaally yummilicious.. wahahhahaha!

today is a day of short blog entries.. i might be turning into a more reader-friendly blogger with my shorter entries.. photos.. and hmm.. better skins?

there's this sadako's-coming-to-get-u sound comign from the window and me and kenny hv no idea where its from.. eeeeeeeeeek... the strange things that go on outside..

anwyays.. more shopping for me now.. to get past the lunch time lull.. heh! and i've got a NEW LANYARD! wooohooooo courtesy of kenny of course.. heh heh.. :P (i'm msning a smiley again) i tink i msn too much.. i'm even '-beam-'-ing at pp now.. hahahahahah gargh..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/23/2006 01:38:00 PM .

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hold me back please.. i'm so so so so tempted to jus buy stuff off the net right now... check this site out.. the clothes are SO nice... so pretty... aaarrrgh...

$$$$ come in please... waiting for this month's pay ba...

http://tings-creations.blogspot.com/

check it out! =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/23/2006 11:08:00 AM .

... is awesome!

first, you get to wake up at 9am and start work at 930am like they do at the office except that u dun hv to travel and wake up early to accomodate travel time and all tt jazz..

den.. you have ur very own msn working and functioning on ur PERSONAL laptop..

and of cuz.. u get to talk to the pp arn u like ur family.. and i'm so happy tt jie stayed home today.. hhaha she's 'working' from home too.. wahahahahah =P

but all in all.. it gives me great pleasure to be the envy of everybody who has to go to work.. wahahahah i know i'm evil.. but heh! tmr i'm going back la.. so pp... its okay.. i understand how u all feel.. =) i live my life like that too..

anyways.. went to cover the event at pasir ris there.. and what can i say.. it was... errm.. boring? hahahah cuz we were jus standing arn.. and i was there really early.. too early for my liking anyway.. n i jus wanted to snapsnapsnap pics and go home asap cuz i couldn't stand hanging arn so much.. was SO disorganized.. i mean.. the actual prog started at 3 but i was there at 1.. and like.. wad the??? and the sickening big media crew pp jus kept being so kiasu and irritating as they shoved arn to try to get the STORY.. now i'm really thinking abt media.. i mean.. i like being there to cover stories and make pp heard.. but.. to do it like its a business.. like clockwork.. it jus takes the human-ness out of it.. bleah.. and the real pp to take are the beneficiaries lo.. hello.. not just the mayor only lo.. BLAH..

i'm sorry.. i usually like wad i do.. and the thing is.. i still do.. i jus dun like the people that popped up today.. and i guess it really makes me think if i'm like that myself.. jus wanting to get the scoop and zooming in on the big pp while u forget that the real ones u shld be interviewing and getting more of are those that don't come in with fanfare.

and well.. it didn't help that i felt cheated into going there early la..i mean.. we're a REAL MEDIA too k... grrrrr... -breathes- okay i'm done ranting..

i'm lala-ish now.. i jus hope that we dun get these thigns too often la.. and well.. i really dunno how to write? but.. i guess i'll try lo.. i tink the only thigns that cheered me up were looking at the beneficiaries and seeing em smile.. all the saka-ing and pr-ing was jus too much for me la.. bleah.. i liked the moments when they performed for the pp and they enjoyed emselves so much with the balloons, the music.. the food.. yeah.. =) that made me smile..

but yeah.. back to where i started.. working from home is good.. heh! =) and i'm tired.. hahaha i tink i very guai.. really on my computer during work hrs lo.. hahaha

and i'm feeling booked.. everybody seems to want to go out.. and i'm waiting for dance pract to start.. called hazel this morn.. and well.. didn't get a def ans on which week we're starting pract.. but well.. it'd better be soon ba.. i want to be able to give pp definite answers on when i can meet em.. =) i tink tt's e least i could do for my frens lo..

i wanna take this CBM from usp.. called negotiation and mediation.. but dunno if i can take the time off work to take it ar.. its six days wor... hmm.. gotta ask julian & kenny tmr ba.. the module sounds really useful.. and well.. if i take it now.. i can do more/less modules next sem.. =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/22/2006 06:26:00 PM .

long list of email recipients: -gasp- do i really have so many friends? wow!! hahahahah

and i'm so touched.. kenny, alanna and fiane all came up for lunch - as in they ta-pao-ed lunch up to office cuz i told em i was gonna stay in and feast on the food that yinli brought up from meeting instead. haha jus dun feel like eating la.. =) plus its nice to jus hang out on my own and all tt.. but still.. they SOOO sweet.. gives em a -big hug- if they do see this..

random thot: i've been speaking a LOT of chinese recently.. its like i jus find it easier to speak it nowadays.. why huh? am i losing my ang moh flair? even josh commented that i'm speaking more chinese le.. hahahaha must've been that day of talking to his parents..

and i'm eating bubble gum now! from my jie jie who's back from m'sia.. WHEEEE!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/21/2006 01:17:00 PM .

hahah alright.. i'll admit, if i did see him in the flesh.. i'd probably jsut be reduced to a pile of jelly.. and i'd like to be grape flavoured thank you..sweet but yet with the potential to be sour and of cuz.. PURPLE! contrary to popular belief.. my favourite colour is not exactly PINK.. actually i tink its pink and purple.. so malibu barbie here i come!

deviating from the topic.. heh! but yes.. josh groban is making me melt as i'm listening to him in the office now. hehe! and he's making me dance! or rather want to dance.. to fit the lilting melodies he's singing.. i jsu wish i had the technical prowess to execute the moves that i'm seeign in my mind. and right now i'm seeing melody from 'so you tink you can dance' in my mind's eye. the sharp moves, the leaping jumps, the head swivels, the smile. hahah!

oschool really awakened my inner dancer:) and more imptly.. its really made me wan to dance for God.. i mean.. i really wan to use dance to reach pp.. to minister to em.. but i jus dunno how.. and i'm still praying for a 'situation' that i can see dance come in with God in it of cuz!

and josh groban apart from making me want to dance.. also gives me the soothing 'aaaaaaaahhh...' deep within.. sappy love songs? naaah.. its like Love... =) now.. if i could only jus stop my player from jumping.. its ruining his vocals and the ambience!!

anyways.. i shld get back to my oschool article.. only God knows why i didn't seek Him first for inspiration when i threw my hands up and gave up writing cuz i had a mental block.. and tt's cuz i wanted to write somethign awesome for em.. i mean.. i really raelly support their cause lo.. =) so yeaaah.. some more carol reaaaaally treated me VERY well.. so i wanna do something that would profile em well..

later gonna meet djd n ej.. yays! xm sadly cannot make it.. =( i miss miss miss miss miss all 3 of em.. and even tho i saw ej and xm ytd.. it was still too brief.. and its nice to see everybody jus smiling adn laughing.. -big hugs to both u girls and djd- and abt the movie.. hahahah was it too heavy for a nice tues nite? my other fren said it was nice.. and well read ej's blog that they left pretty confused.. hahahahah i wonder why.. =)

movie line-ups for me though.. is mistress of spice next monday! but tt's if i dun hv dance pract lo.. once dance starts.. i tink its gonna be quite a hectic time for me.. but heh.. i LOVE dance anyway.. heh heh

last nite also had leaders' meeting.. and i gotta admit.. it got me thinking abt what more we can do for the youth.. to pull everybody together.. that was whad gary challenged us to do that nite.. and well.. next week.i'm gonna come up wif something man! i alr have an idea brewing in my mind.. now its jus whether can pull off or not lo.. heee! =)

alriht.. back more later.. maybe? =P perhaps after i finish my article ba.. heh heh

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/21/2006 09:59:00 AM .

i totally LOVE DANCE! and i miss it so so so so much.. went to oschool to cover them.. like jus wanted to do a story on em cuz they're actually a social enterprise that allows students to study and dance too! i tink tt's so cool la.. so yeah.. tt's how i landed up at oschool.

was telling josh that i realize that once i dance.. ir aelly dunneed to sleep dun need to eat one.. cuz after dance i never feel hungry or tired.. on the contrary, i'm more alive than ever! hahahaha =)

and ytd was awesome man.. my legs are achign now cuz i've been so out of dance for the longest time ever. and its all from stretching only lo..

did street jazz ytd after observing carol (the instructor and my guide) do the hip hop course.. and even while standing there with the cam, i was like grooving along la.. cuz i couldn't help it!! i so wanted to dance wif em.. but heh.. i feel so flattered la.. carol was asking me if i've done dance before.. and i'm like. yeaah.. but how u know? and she went.. orrh.. can tell one.. and i'm quite surprised.. hahaha! plus after class wif her she was saying that my lines were very nice.. and i'm jus beaming la.. cuz considering that all my 'training' in technique has come from all the short workshops from school and jus bia-ing thru competitions and performances.. the fact that she said tt jus made me feel like woaaaah.. i'm a dancer.. hahaha

okay i know it sounds weird.. but as much as i dance.. i tink to be called a dancer is somewhat of a high calling la.. like.. means u can reaally really dance and not jus move ur body.. so im jus feeling wohooo now.. =) and i love DANCE.. i like Oschool.. and i'm SO gonna go back and dance.. gonna try out their classes and prob take up technique classes ba.. hahaha WHEEE at least now got that lil bit of connection lo.. yays! and the classes are cheap too.. the open classes are only 10 bucks lo.. hahaha

WHEEEEEE dance dance dance!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/20/2006 01:30:00 PM .

okay.. thanks to my awesome erjie.. it has come to my attention that my pics can look a bit.. errrr.. under-dressed.. heh.. so here's the BIG BIG DISCLAIMER saying that i was FULLY CLOTHED for all the photos.. and that i was wearing a tube.. which explains why the camera doesn't catch the cloth that shld be there..

hahah there.. so no letting ur imaginations run wild eh? hahhaha =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 10:29:00 PM .

heh! okay.. jus had to add this.. after the ball was jus messing arn wif my hair after i removed the pins la.. heh.. and my mum jus suddenly added.. hey! ur hair looks nice like tt.. and so snap snap snap went the hp camera.. and ta daaaa.. u hv me looking nothing like me.. haha i can't recognised myself la.. hahah but jus find it amusing that i can look like tt la.. heh! -beams- i really felt like some pretty lady last nite la.. with all the pics.. hahaha

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:59:00 PM .

this doesn't look lk me right? but it IS! whaahahha

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:59:00 PM .

woah! this is gonna be one long post la.. and i'll change my blog skin soon so the pics and all can be seen properly. so if u're lucky, this post and the pics that follow it will come out pretty nice after i revert..

anyways it was an awesome night la.. had a lot of fun out wif him n his frens.. and well.. i guess u can surmise from the pics what roughly happened la.. so i shall jus fill in the rest as i try to remember wad pics i put up or seomthing.. hahaha

alright so it started wif him coming by my place to pick me up la.. and i was SO not ready! gargh.. and he had to come up to my place first lo.. while i hurried abt and did all my final touches.. eeeeegh.. always always give urself sufficient time to get ready.. tip to all u girls out there. heh! good thing is tt we turned up alright at sheraton towers where we had the ball la. and i met a million pp as he intro-ed me to all his friends.. adn their partners.. and eveyrthing else la.. haha i totally can't remember those who he intro-ed me to alr.. save for those at our table.. so oh well. but i was beign hyper as usual.. and at one pt of time i was clickign wif one of his fren's girlfren that the two guys were like.. 'i tink we can go home le' hahahahahah! WHOOPS! but heeey.. pp frenly maaaaa...

and so like social nite they snap snap snapped lotsa pics and we took a polaroid one too... heh! and cuz my make up is so different from social nite, i look at the 2 pics and i feel like different persons.. heh!

dinner was awesome.. and i jus found out last nite that everything was 300 bucks in total.. and like WOAH.. so expensive la!! garrrgh.. and oh oh..met belinda!!! it was so amusing how we 'met'. cuz.. actually i thot i saw her.. but i thot.. cannot be.. can't be so coincidental.. it was only after the ball that she cam eover cuz she recognised josh and den she saw me and we both screamed-squealed at the same time.. hahahah so it was reeaaaally interesting.. and that wasn't e only 'reunion' for the nite..

after the dinner eng kun drove us to esplanade la so can take pic and jus hang out to enjoy e nite.. and guess who i saw? YES i saw my dearest BEST friend.. PANDORA TAN ZHEN YU who yelled out 'KARINA KWAN' when she saw me there! hhahah -hugs- i love u girl! somehow i jus knew i'd bump into u after the ball when u told me that u were at one too.. hahaha (*for those clueless, read the previous posts) and it was so good to see her.. hahah i miss her so much!

all in all, the nite was filled wif picture taking and loadsa talking.. was nice to see everyone so dressedup.. and well.. i'm quite proud of myself that i did the hair n makeup on my own! wahahahah.. =) and i'm soooo flattered cuz he kept saying i looked nice and my DADDY was soooo sweet.. u know wad he said? he said that i was his beautiful girl.. and i'm jus melting.. happy Daddy's day! sigh..

alright.. shall stop rambling.. enjoy the pics! shld be enough to last quite a bit.. heh heh..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:42:00 PM .

taken from my phone.. we look SO nice!! aaaah.. i love lovely photos..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:37:00 PM .

beeeeaaaaayooootiful!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:33:00 PM .

him on the phone. heh!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:33:00 PM .

here we are! Sheraton towers!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:33:00 PM .

me @ Sheraton-oh-my-gosh-its-so-beautiful-Towers

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:33:00 PM .

our first photo together la.. hhah discounting social nite of cuz.. but ya.. self-taken hence the off-ness of it all.. haha!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:32:00 PM .

hannah and me.. that girl is SO sweet. bubbly babe.. =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:32:00 PM .

look at the table! so nice rite?

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:31:00 PM .

gift (i heard its shampoo) and the menu/programme in the background

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:31:00 PM .

when right-handed and left-handed pp sit together... -chuckles-

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:31:00 PM .

me and belinda (long lost damai fren) i can't believe i bumped into her! it was so so so interesting!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:30:00 PM .

me, hannah and lyn (i think) basically the other girlfriends la.. im NOT one tho.. heh.. sorry.. must clarify

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:30:00 PM .

as usual, me and my ideas about taking pics using mirrors :D

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:29:00 PM .

me with the flowers.. haha being hiao.. hhahah

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:28:00 PM .

us after the dinner.. heh.. we were jus being real photo-addicts la.. this is what u do when u hv a camera and u look pretty decent.

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:27:00 PM .

i met pandora! hahaha she was at the other commissioning ball at swissotel. heh heh!! i miss YOU PANDORA!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:27:00 PM .

us at the esplanade.. purposely want to take the fullerton and singapore river background. nice right!!?

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:26:00 PM .

a bit dark but this miaomiao is so preeeetty! couldn't resist taking it..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:26:00 PM .

i LOVE this pic! haha i tink we both look v nice here.. hahaha =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:25:00 PM .

something we took on our way back, walking from fullerton to boat quay there

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/18/2006 09:25:00 PM .

You Are Sunset

Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far!

What Time Of Day Are You?

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/17/2006 12:28:00 PM .

You Are Sunset

What'>http://blogthings.com/whattimeofdayareyouquiz/">What Time Of Day Are You?

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/17/2006 12:28:00 PM .

haha odd combi of events ya.. but those were the highlights of my day.. i tink.. well..actually the entire day was a highlight in itself la.. i LOVE fridays! TGIF!!

but let me intro the first of my highlights before i totally lose it.. ytd during lunch the interns were feeling poor and sluggish (okay tt's prob jus me). plus on wed, fiane and alanna decided to be real angels and upon hearing that i wanted to learn how to make my own ear rings.. brought their ear ring making sets ytd!!! arrrgh.. so exciting can?! so so so.. under the kind tutelage and patience of both alanna and fiane (awesome girls those two are.. who'd have thot that with their different, vastly polar opp personalities, they'd share the same hobby!) i made my very FIRST set of ear rings! check it out!!!

so pretty right? well i was so excited that i wore em immediately after i made em and started running arn boho corner (our office there) showing em off to elaine, samantha, julian and kenny! wahahahha they must tink that i'm one crazy kid..

but but..how can u not be EXCITED? gosh! its so beautiful lo.. okay.. let me credit the stuff.. the crystals were fr alannana who also helped me take this photo.. and the metal parts like the butterfly(no i didn't fashion tt..), the chain, the pins, the hooks.. courtesy of fiane..

SO NICE!! ARRRRGGGH... i'm so tempted to start my own ear ring making set lo.. i saw the stuff they had and i'm pleading wif em to take me shopping the next time they go stock up lo.. -beams-

and then Youth.SG had an impromptu meeting.. where we jus thrashed out ideas and stuff.. and it was so fun la.. i love being in meetings like this.. heh heh.. cuz.. its like u get to make a difference adn u know u're being heard.. plus there was some progress..and it really gives me that kick to know we're a team.. whee heee.. plus.. it did help to make time go faster.. hahah and of cuz we had loads of crazy stuff happening la.. taking pics of frogs.. drinking kopi peng.. sorting tickets out.. making earrings.. doing personality quizzes (okay i made em do those cuz i wanted to write an article on something like tt) and yeaaah.. it was fun.. and alvin asks me why i'm so cheerful everyday.. and i tink to myself.. wad's there not to smile abt? hahaha =)

i tink i'm a natural goofball.. i can't seemt o remain serious for long.. which can be good..and bad as well.. but heh.. i'm working on it.. and God's gonna teach me how to handle that.. heh heh..

reminds me of what happened at fright nite when i read the story out for one of the stations.. haha i jus read it and den at the end i mentioned something and everybody jus laughed along.. i tink i'm meant to be a stand-up comedian.. i luuuurve making pp laugh.. hahaha =) and i LOVE seeing old frens.. no doubt its jus been a month since i last saw em all stressed out during the exams.. but its only when u return tt u realize how much u miss familiar sights, sounds and jus plain ol' swaps.. or psychone as they call it now.. the psychology society. and everybody seems to look better.. which is an interesting thing.. haha its amazing what the holidays do to pp.. hahaha! and i tink i interact differently wif em now.. i tink i used to be more guarded arn em.. but last nite i was like jus crazy la.. call it being comfortable, call it jus me running high on weekend anticipation.. but it was good last nite and i'm glad i was there.. i'm glad everybody.. like yes EVERYBODY that i love was there.. -hugs u guys- of cuz there're more of u out there la.. heh!

and i must say that this yr's programmes are looking pretty good.. it definitely helps to look upon it with fresh eyes.. and as i was telling erjie and eugene.. i feel like this is my baby all grown up even tho i have absolutely NO take/contribution in this at all.. haha so technically its like seeing my grandchild.. since i was at last yr's camp.. ahahha so yeah.. it felt reaaaaallly nice..

wheeeeeee.. commissioning ball later.. and i jus had an awesome moment wif God!! its jus soo sooo healing adn ministering la.. i love Him!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/17/2006 09:39:00 AM .

haha alright.. not exactly the way i'm feeling but the simplest way to say it i guess. hahaha i'm kinda tired as in.. i wanna sleep tired..but not i desperately need to sleep else i'll jus collapse tired.. thankGod for that.. haa..

but anyways.. i'm happy.. why? cuz i'm wearing shoes that are super comfortable and i'm very tickled by 2 things.

1) me and alanna look super alike today. not cuz of our red specs. not cuz of our hair lengths (mine's quite long now anyway). but because we wore the same-ish kinda outfit today! hahahahah julian took a pic.. so if its up/out i'll upload it soon.. hahaah only saving grace was that i was wearing pants under mine.. so heh.. its a slightly different look.

2) me and pan are BOTH going for commissioning ball.. ahhaah and we both laughed for a good 5 seconds over the phone when we found out. haha except tt her's is at swissotel and mine's at sheraton towers.. so heh.. farah!!! she'll be with u!! =)

and why i mention that my shoes are comfy? tt's cuz last nite i was out shopping with him and i had no idea once blood starts going to ur feet after walking arn, when u stand up again it hurts like crazy!! soo i'm gonna restrict myself to flat-shoes from now on.. except on saturday of course.. haha can u imagine me wearing my red red camper shoes with my prom skirt? hahahahaha

he bought famous amos cookies last nite too.. heh! thanks dude! i tink i eat off him a lot(as in.. he pays for them laa!!!) and i realize that i only talk while i eat.. and he doesn't.. hahaha but whenw e're walking, he does the talking so that's really odd.. dunno if its cuz i dun talk or its jus us.. but last nite was a tad tired out fr work.. so i guess that didn't put me in good stead for conversation.. heh! what happened to the famous amos cookies? they first got devoured by my mum at night and den she v nicely left me the rest to wallop-up. hahaha!

and while walking to cineleisure.. i got an sms from shaun goh saying that he saw me at Heeren! and i'm like.. where are u!! and he said he was at swensons but mentioned tt his fren saw me walk into heeren. it was a GIRL... or rather somehow i got the impression that it was a girl.. and so methinks that shaun was out on a date since he refused to tell me who the person was! so shaun.. here u are.. u better let me know!!!!! wahahhaah is this called blackmail? ho ho! will i get into trouble with the law cuz i'm doing this? urp!!

today's movign pretty quickly.. thank God! i'm gonna go back and get some shuteye tho.. wanted to go visit matt but i tink i cannot make it le.. eeeegh!

oh oh.. prayer need: matthew's in hospital.. probably relapse.. so pls pls pray for him.. for his healing n for God to continually reassure Him that YES He is faithful and that He has healed him.. totally and wholly.. yep yep!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/15/2006 04:13:00 PM .

haha its a sleepy afternoon.. jus back from dim sum lunch with YD.. one of the interns are back for a visit and they had a lunch to kinda catch-up with her. but for us newbies who've nv seen/talked to her.. we jus hung out at our lil table talkinga bout earrings, fingers and counted the cranes on a portrait which claimed to have 100 of em. heh heh!

but lunch was good.. hahah its like a lil bit of everything.. my kinda style.. haha =) i tink the thing about me is that if u put stuff on my plate.. i wanna try everythign but at the same tiem i wanna have quantity as well. so for me.. out of sight is out of mind indeed. haha!

last nite had the talk with gary. heh heh.. and i'm pleased to say that so far all the answers have been unanimous and that things are pretty nice right now. heh! was sharing wif e rest of the interns at lunch jus now abt how the situation's like now. hahah and it feels good to hv a clearer pic of things rather than the 'too much? too little?' situation we were kinda in before.. no doubt the 4 months did make today (or rather this week) possible. heh! so yeah.. God's in everything eh? love Him..

good thing is.. i'm really jus thirsty for more of God.. somehow.. and so i'm reading up loads of things.. oh alright.. its stuff abt dating.. but heh.. it relevant la.. and i feel like now i'm not put on that topsy turvy thingie that i was in the past months but now it feels jus tt lil bit more stable. heh! and i feel a genuine passion/burden for my ministries.. its like everything's comign alive and falling into place now. and boy.. i'm glad they are.. i'm enjoying every moment of my life now.. haah! =)

really thank God that He is faithful.. and that He alone knows the desires of my heart. Thank you Jesus.. how can i ever stop thanking You.. and sometimes i feel like thanking You jus isn't enough.. i mean.. U've given me so so much.. =)

later meeting up wif him to go shopping.. heh! for the comm ball this sat.. soo.. yep.. looking forward to it.. =) feels good to be able to tell my parents and leader that hey... i'm going out with him.. and they can say.. 'sure.. go ahead! have fun!' i mean.. the feeling of going with the blessing of your earthly authorities is jus so liberating.. and i tink that's really created a space for faith to come in for me. so that instead of being kan chiong and worried abt what next.. i'm jus resting in God's faithfulness to bring us thru and bring to past what He has in His heart. so yep.. tt's why i've been in such an awesoem mood recently.. haha its like its not a burden at all but an enjoyment being a part of this. my leader's basically told me to enjoy the process of getting to know each other better and jus keep guarded in wisdom and discernment lo.. yep.. now jus gotta hear from his side la.. =P

and oooh.. i lvoe the pants i'm wearing today.. hahah! girly outburst i know.. but heh.. every girl likes to feel pretty eh? hahah we shldn't be held guilty for that cuz God created us for Beauty and we're doing our job well if we look good..heh heh.. and of cuz this beauty is derived from a soul-ish beauty.. -beams- i'm learnign loads from this book right now.. "Captivating" and heh.. i'm gonna lend u girls soon! its awesome.. its very very ministering adn very healing for the woman's soul..

haa.. alright.. shall do some work now.. heh heh.. =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/14/2006 02:42:00 PM .

-gasp- i can be googled! and u know how? jus type in karina kwan.. the first few entries will be me and my HOOKED articles.. den it'll be Youth.SG.. and den its... -drumroll- thru cheryl tan's blog!!!

i'm soooo amused.. hahaah u guys shld try googling urselves.. it promises at least a few mins of entertainment.. with urself and ur name! wahahahah =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/13/2006 05:38:00 PM .

hahah u cannot imagine how many pp have come up to me and said 'woohoo' cuz tt's wad my msn nick reads now. haha and when i typed it i was reeaaally feeling woohoo and i'll dare say.. i still feel woohoo-ish.. haha tho now i'm a lil more sane and more composed. on sunday i was smiling my cheeks sore.. it was embarrassing to be jus smiling and grinning like nobody's business when i was walking at the tamp int before i hopped on the bus to church. i prob would've continued looking spastic if not for the fact tt i bumped into henry on the bus and i had somebody to yak to.. ahhaha

but yes.. i feel woohoo cuz i'm seeing how God's working in the situation ba.. heh.. in particular, between me and josh.. n well.. let's jus say that saturday (his commissioning parade) was err... amusing and eventful at the same time. and i hv only my awesome God to thank! heh heh.. for those who wanna find out can come to me and ask personally ba.. haha too long to type here le.. i did tt in my other blog and it stretch on forever.. so i dun tink i wan to bore u guys with my tale.. tho i tink its quite a testimony of God's faithfulness too la.. =)

ytd at church was nice too.. was one of those nice normal days la.. but yeah.. can say that it was quite hectic for evening service kids blast.. hahah i tink the kids were quite restless and they were jus not concentrating la.. but u know wad? its when i see this that i know that they want something more.. somethign that God can give and something tt's similar to wad they experienced at church camp.. and all of a sudden i feel like i wanna make tgs happen. i wan things to change so that these kids can really come know God in an interesting and real way.. and tho i've said many times tat i know my calling is with the youth, i feel right now that it isn't time for me to leave the children's ministry yet.. and yep.. i tink this is it that i'm 'staying' for.. and i put that in quotation marks cuz it isn't really staying per se but i mean.. i wanna be there! =) 'staying' has that kinda -ive connotation i tink.. heh!

and oh my gosh!! alanna knows farah n farah knows alanna!!! my world is so so small! ahhaha =) amaaaazing..

alright.. i should get back to work.. haha tho its a really slack day today.. heh! so wheeee.. =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/12/2006 12:28:00 PM .

okay.. jus checked out the comments page for my article on HOOKED.. and wow! so much response! honestly.. i'm not ticked but i'm jus reeeeaally glad that it evoked and provoked perhaps so many pp.. heh! this is wad being a writer is abt eh?

so anyways.. if u guys wanna join in the furore.. feel free man.. =) i'll admit tho.. i posted the last comment (under Guest) to get them back to the focus of the space which is for em to rant and that the article was purposely written subjectively to provoke em.. some pp jus dun get it.. hai.. and well.. i dun really wan pp to run arnd muttering 'karina kwan' HAHAH shld i be glad that my registered name is Pui Ming??? :P

at work.. and flickr is NOT responding to me.. garrrrgh.. i wanna post up the article lo..

ar weellllll...

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/08/2006 03:01:00 PM .

laughed like mad!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=hZMCvDLl6qw&search=spoof

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/04/2006 04:56:00 PM .

aiyah i'm sleep deprived la.. i see my eyes and i'm like.. AAACCCK! nooooooooo

but i feel a lil bad for missing service today.. i jus slept waaaay too late last nite... even tho during youth svc i was like crying out for my bed alr.. this shows how tired i am lo..

it was worth it tho last nite.. i'm glad i stayed up.

only thing is now.. i'm quite sian.. about something and all i can do now i ventilate upwards to my Daddy. i know i'm being unreasonable and i feel really really bad for being this way like some spoilt prissy miss but i jus feel raaaah-ish.

i'm not speaking much at home and thank God for my parents.. they're jus wonderful pp. sometimes i wonder how anyone can live with me and still love me soo sooo much. i'm a very blessed girl..

wondering if i shld leave my hse at all today. i've got stuff to do but i jus dun wanna take em up right now. eegh!

uploading articles for hooked tho.. heh.. was telling my mum tt i feel like a full time journalist or something cuz i'm jus involved in so many publications right now. and youth.sg + hooked are using the same system for uploading so the good thing is.. i'm used to it la.. and i can borrow my skills from one place to the other. heh!

anyways.. julian (my boss @ work, the portal manager aka 'portal pimp' as coined by alanna) has found my blog!!! *sounds alarm alert* so julian.. if u're reading this.. errr... welcome to the community? wahahahahah *to self: darn! now cannot complain abt work le!!* haa.. okay la joking joking.. heh! work's awesome anyways.. and well.. i jus can't believe that i've been working there for like 3 weeks now! so fast can?

saw the foc pics for the trail run an dwas telling kyle tt i'm so proud that they're using the colour-blindness game for the station games again! =) hahhaha i must patent it liao.. naah.. but yeah.. it feels nice to hv em do stuff that u started like macam legacy like tt.. and sigh.. i miss camps.. focs.. kinda makes me feel a lil sad that i can't join em like last yr.. tho now i'm pretty happy where i am.. =) prob gonna join em on thu nite if they're having frightnite trials den ba... if on fri cannot le cuz ....

we're meeting our XIAO MEI!! *rejoices*

i miss u girls loads... =)

i keep on walking took her pride away at 6/04/2006 01:07:00 PM .