Love, or Pride?

one more paper to go!!

and i feel like its alr the end of the exams.. wahahahah! (: but bahasa is one paper i'd gladly take.

and i'm jus so sure that God was with me during the exams today.. no stress at all.. and i realize why i had to go thru the 'torture' of the first two papers which i felt i'd totally screwed up..

the Desert Experience

a time when the loyalties of my heart are revealed for what they are. and i'm glad that today i went in with my heart facing God.. its like i jus knew that He'd provide at the point of time.. and today's paperi s the most theoretically heavy one.. like we had to study abtou 13 theorists regarding religion.. and the exam was actually quite fun.. heh heh! (: considering that i didn't hv time to study at all on sat and sun till at night.. i tk God was really the one paving the way for me man..

and i'm really enjoying my room man: this lil humble abode i've been keeping for the past yr.. its been great jus having it and i'm so so blessed that God provided it at the right time. i'm officially movign out on thur/friday when its back home for me and goodbye to the place that was my refuge in the storm (tho of cuz... Jesus was the reason why it turned out that way)

great day.. had a nap and a shower (woohoo!) and gonna get ready to go out to meet jie.. and to all.. yesh.. i'm sunburnt from saturday's wild wild wet.. had one of the best days of my life jus letting loose and hanging out with my church family.. heee! (:

tmr... karaoke with mum's side of the family where i can see my baby teng again!!! aaaand den soup restaurant dinner with everybody together with sis and al to celebrate sister's bday(: her bday's on the 3rd!!! heeeeee..

aiites gtg!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/30/2007 04:08:00 PM .

a sweet and cute post

now.. this post is gonna be really sweet n cute cuz of its content.. and its none other than pics of my baby cousin.. Teng Teng!! (: (: (:

and for that she deserves a huuuuge photo.. not the small ones!

this is such a spontaneous shot.. its almost as if she bursting out and saying "HELLO!!!" really enthusiastically.. hahaha i love her!

"hmm.. i wonder wad this tastes like..."

oooh i love this pic of her.. its like so shy, coy and yet sweet at the same time.. and interestingly.. this was where me and my sis used to hide too whenever we went to our aunt's place last time as kids.. heh heh! she's carrying on the tradition like a good cousin eh? (:

snapped this shot of her as she jumped up on the cushioned seat.. hahaha she loves leaning over on it. i tk she looks like a boy here.. but heh! i caught her in action and tt's satisfying enough.. plus she's SO CUTE!!

you know you've reached the epitome of cuteness when......u take such an unglam shot and u still look adorable! (: hahaha she looks a bit like la bi xiao xing here rite? wahahahah its the angle and face shape la.. hahaha she's really pretty tho!

and to WE.. she's babbling! and she can recognized what is ceiling fan, light, tv, and pp!! she's so smart!!! (: she even knows who i am!! wahahahahah -beams-

can't wait to see her agian.. definitely a good reprieve from studying..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/26/2007 04:05:00 PM .

i sat on the train to net gp feeling a tad disappointed at my performance during the exam.. but i walked out of hoho's performance tonite, all of a sudden, having things put into perspective.

i know where my heart is now.. i know my destiny is far bigger than the lil things i worry about unneccessarily most of the time...

i'm so glad i see it all now.. and i hope i never lose sight of my goal.. my prize.. sometihng to keep for all eternity and for all time..

Jesus You Are My All.

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/21/2007 11:38:00 PM .

hahaha i'm so amused by all the msn nicks i'm seeing.. hahahaha like toktok's intro to scandalism SD1101E or someting.. haahha and there's weihong going like glycine - gf, lysine - wife and serine - mistress?! oh my goodness..

pp are either losing it or they jus have a great sense of humour.. i'd go with the latter (: hahaha

anyways jus a comment.. i tink i eat too fast for my own good.. i realize tt i eat cuz i'm bored.. and tt's not a good thing.. no no no no.. i need to be occupied with some activity of some sort.. and its irritating that i jus gulp down stuff and my enjoyment's cut by half cuz of that.. grrr.. but how.. i hungry ma.. and i jus can't help but eat it quick.. esp if it comes to pieces so easily..

what do i mean by tat?

take the jelly at megabites for example.. i can eat that in like half and hr.. cuz the texture's hard enough and i can scrape at it slice by slice.. and there! that's how i make it last.. but softer stuff? i tink tt's hard.. hahaha u gotta get me stable things too.. so things like melting ice cream with bits of chocolate falling off, i'm finish tt real quick.. cuz i'm trying to keep myself clean.. heh.. give it to me in a cup however, and it might take a lil longer than the ten mins on a cone..

oh gosh... u guys must think i hv nothing to do.. but thing is.. i can't do anythign even if i wanted to.. i'm done studying and i jus dun feel like revisiting the material again cuz i wanan give my brain a break.. heh! and tmr it gonna be an early day.. so yep.. i'll need all the brain power man.. heh! gonna have to leave my hse by 7 i tink.. and yesh.. i haven't gone back to school yet.. got too lazy and made a trip down to nyp instead today.. heh! as a rsult i'm sticky icky cuz of the heat of the day... but no regrets.. at least got to catch up with xiaomei a lil.. heh!! (: she's one lucky lucky babe.. and i mean every word of it.. she's lucky and she's a babe.. hahahah! (on a side note: yuan's a lucky guy and i mean lucky and a guy.. wahahah! alrights.. i'm losing it)

and gah.. i can't believe its friday alr.. it definitely doesn't feel like it.. i was actually surprised to see Survivor on the tv listings (boy.. have i been lookin' at em) and heh.. wad can i say.. time flies when u're having fun.. heh!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/20/2007 08:19:00 PM .

gargh.. the drilling is driving me nuts!! -breathes- i can do this.. it isn't tt bad really.. it jus bugs me when i'm trying to catch whatever's on tv and den the drilling ONLY comes when the lines are being delivered.. is that nerve wrecking or wad?!

anyways.. done with mugging for morpho.. and i jus hope all the info's sunk in to my brain now.. needless to say.. i'm feeling that lil bit more confident abt the exam and i'm proud to say that the info's kinda consolidated in a weird way.. like i actually seehow everything links up.. and tt's cool.. hahah!

time for my regular upload of photos.. heh! (: i'm a shutterbug and photowhore.. heh heh.. i jus dun post up too many of the latter.. wahahha

Phantom of the Opera

our tickets.. whee hee heeee

the stage.. sooo beautiful.. and heh.. i'm not supposed to put this up here i jus remembered.. but hmm.. its jus SO BEAUTIFUL! and i only realizedi wasn't supposed to be taking this after i took a second shot and was aiming for a third.. haaa.. ooops..

here's the second shot.. heh heh.. the detail was amazing.. and they actually wrapped it all up before the show started.. they revealed it according to the storyline.. aiyah.. i can't even put it in words properly.. its jus something u gotta see urself.. i'm wondering how they actually got everythign to move so quickly.. its amazing..

After the Show

a classic photo of singapore.. hahah i jus had to take it la..

bee-yooo-teee-full sky.. (: the weather that day was really nice.. and i tink tt was wad inspired me to take the photo before this.. hahah (: jus a nice saturday out without a care in the world..

Dragonfly in my Room

this was the poor thign that got stuck in my room that night.. can u see its wings?? so poor thing!!!

this view's slightly clearer.. and i have a question.. why is the dragonfly head-down?? when it was flying, it was also adopting a similar posture.. i thot they always flew hmm.. horizontally???

One Reason Why Staying in the North can be a Pain

you get floods that make ur feet disappear when u walk in them.. hahaha! fun for the day!!

The Nite of Prata

my sis is so pretty she doesn't even need to pull a straight/proper face to show tt.. hahaha still.. she's so gonna get me for putting up yet another unglam shot of her goofing arn.. hahaha but hey... this is her other side.. wahahahah!! (:

and to be fair.. here's my goofy side.. tho this pic wasn't meant to be a goofed up one.. i jus wanted to see my tongue which according to my sister, was yellow! so i snapped and pic and -gasp- it was indeed!!! i tk it must've been the milo dino somehow.. cuz i hadn't eaten anythign yet at that time.. hmmms

The Family

waaaaay back when jie had jus graduated.. i tink it was hmm.. jan 2006?? gosh tt seems long..

Blast from the Past

me and justina.. heh! me with my funky do.. the one i had done at shunji matsuo.. always always get the guy stylists to cut for u.. they do a much better job.. the second time i went back i got hte girl.. and i didn't really like it as much as how this one looked.. heh! everytime i see this pic it makes me want to go get the same haircut back again.. but den.. the maintenance ar.. aiyohhhh.. and hmm.. i look tired in the photo.. and how come so dark??? like my skin cells all jus suddenly decided to die on me or something.. ?!?!?!?!?!

heh.. alrighteys.. tt's it la.. enough uploading for the day.. i've satisfied my heart's desire.. wahahah!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/20/2007 01:31:00 PM .

"A man is wise to lose what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose"

interesting quote eh? something that speaks so deeply that u jus dun really know how to go abt approaching it sometimes.. it never fails to 'mystify' me, this quote.. even tho i know i've read it hundred times or something already.. heh hehheh.. oh okay..n ot tt many but enough la (:

jus had a discussion with erjie at the virginia tech incident.. and she is a trueblue social worker indeed.. she actually talked abt how much the newspapers and tabloids are painting the s.k guy as a killer with ultimate murderous intent.. well.. tt might be true.. but hey.. there IS another side rite? i couldn't help but notice that msn only put up the cruel looking pictures of him rather tahn the two normal looking shots of him.. i mean.. this guy's a victim too eh! and i cannot imagine how the parents must feel abt this entire thing.. gosh..

its a sad moment and i'm wondering what will come out of the discussions revolvign arn this issue.. or will it jus be forgotten and taken as an unfortunate accident? how many shootouts must they have before they put an official stop to this??

in other news.. i'm currenlty at home mugging for exams.. decided not to go to sentosa cuz i'm jus bugged tt i can't do my pract questions properly and i was so disturbed i dreamt of em all nite till 3am when i woke up and couldn't sleep for abt half and hr or so.. and itnerestingly i got an answer to one of the problems i was mulling over before i slept.. this shows that sometimes allw e need is some rest..

heh.. jia u pp!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/19/2007 01:29:00 PM .

much has happened over the weekend (: i love my life.. so happening.. hahahah i tk i really live for things like this.. but of cuz.. i also know that sometimes we jus need some downtime so that we dun lose ourselves in activity. that's a major thing i really need to watch out for in my life (:

anyways.. sat was spent watching the phantom of the opera at the esplanade.. lemme tell ya.. it was an awesome theatrical feat! all the more since its really metatheatrical, in that its telling a story in a story kinda thing? so you'd see stuff like the phantom appearing riiiight at the top, near the ceiling where he'd be speaking to the people down below on the stage. the stage was very very elaborately done and i love the transitions. the way that christine and the phantom came 'sailing' down on stage is also miraculous.. i haave newfound respect for the stage crew.. and pp.. go and watch it!! i know the student prices are only 50bucks a person.. its VERY worth it.. so pls.. go go go!! (: even tho i've watched the movie before.. nothing beats the theatrical experience and i keep findign new stuff in there to analyse.. hahah so yesh.. if u like reading deep into plays and all, this is quite a good one to watch (:

some pics anyways..
i went with my mum, a friend kat and kat's niece, faith.

all time favorite songs: 'that's all i ask of you' and 'wishing you were somehow here again'

the former, i will prob sing at my wedding.. and the latter.. well i jus like the forlorn-ness and melody of it.. heh! (:

after that, we headed to liang court and we SHOPPED like mad! we went to meidi-ya and until now i still can't believe we all spetn like wad, close to a 100 bucks on food! and not jus food.. SNACKS! oh gosh.. but anwyays tt place is really nice if you're a fan of jap food.. its basement 1 of liang court.. heh!

and i know i'm very swakoo but i've never been to MOS nor do i know where it was.. until Saturday.. hahah well.. actually i saw the Clinic first and cuz i know the clinic's right next to MOS i asked my mum to show me where it was.. and i am duly satisfied that i now at least know where it is.. i dun need to step in.. tho it would be an interesting first experience.. but honestly.. i'm not a fan of clubbing.. have never clubbed and dun really want to make it a habit.. so ya.. if i do go.. it'll really be jus for the experience - to see what things really are like in there..

sunday was awesome as well.. i love being at church! u know how sometimes you jus feel like u're going thru the motion? well this sunday i really really waanted to be at church.. and i'm jus so glad i have the opportunity to go for services and serve God for all i'm worth there.. and it jus amazing that somehow eveyrtime i feel like the children's ministry isn't my place.. God goes and show that i'm actually significant in His grand scheme of things and den i'm convinced yet again once more that perhaps i belong there as a minister to kids.. and God jus reaffirmed that on sunday when i went back to my old place and i met the buyers of my hse.. they had 2 lil boys and i had such a good time chatting with em.. and i tinkGod jus stirred up that familiar ol' feeling i got about lettign kids know about Christ.. yeah.. so maybe i will stay and continue to serve in this ministry.. HIS ministry (:

and yep.. for those who've read in between the lines.. my house has been sold. and this is a testimony in itself. its like a whole series rather.

first thing is how the valuation of our flat jus rose from the time it was announced at the court hearing till when the valuator came to our place to well... value it for what it was worth. really thank God for the favourable valuation. it rose from 220K to 238K! tt's huge maaaan!

and den my mum was saying that she wanted at least a 10k increase for the sale of our flat.. meaning 248K would've been her minimum.. but of cuz a 250K sale would be great.. and guess wad??

our flat got sold for 256K in the end!

isn't God good or wad?! and according to my mum, the buyer was really shuang kuai about it.. and it jus amazing also for the fact that i was jus praying about it in the morning.. telling God how i know He has everything in His hands and tt He alone knows the best price for our flat.. so i jus gave it to Him.. He knows our needs and all.. so He'll provide the best price la. and He did! the offer took place int he afternoon and i'm jus deadsure that He answered the prayer.. in fact, He was probably in the midst of answerign that prayer even before i prayed it la.. since He knows all things (: heeee...

our God is an awesome God indeed!! wheeee

so that jus made my day.. i was on a high and would've continued if my fatigue didn't set in while waiting for my dad to get back from work.. he's been working really hard lately and OH.. yeah.. he got a one-off 20% increment which is quite a lot and this is another instance of supernatural supplicaiton man.. heh! so cool rite? (: heh heh.. got a lot of testimonies la..

oh oh oh .. me an dfarah realized we've both got internships to MHA!! wheee.. which means we can actually meet each other at work.. whahaha so cool rite?? but diff dpt la.. haa but still! its cool to find that out.. heh heh..

and ytd i went for hiphop at oschool.. heh.. was fun... but i'm aching aaaalll over now!! i'm prolly gonna go for anothe rclass on wed.. heh! i figure i'm a fitness freak and i absolutely love to exercise and get my fitness back up.. i jus can't stand mulching arn and going 'mauuauuaau' all the time.. hahahaha gimme sweat and workouts!! (:

in the meantime.. i jus NEED TO STUDY!! ARRGH.. i'm totally not in the study mood but i know that i shld be studying soo ar well.. here goes nothing!!

:D

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/17/2007 01:56:00 PM .

title: i wanna dance like a pussycat doll! (hahahahahha.. well.. yes and no..)

i tk the PCDs dance superbly well la!!! i tk i have newfound respect for them.. less for the sex more for the athleticism.. look at them in all their music videos man.. they're prob the most in sync group i've seen so far among singers (tho of cuz.. we all know that only nicole, the lead singer, does most of the singer) BUT u know wad??? the other girls actually do sing! and their voices are quite good one leh.. take for example the song 'sway' there's this girl who jus belted out the melody! waaah!! respect! and of cuz.. i was watching some clips from the reality tv PCD: The Search for the Next Doll.. hahaha! so cute eh the name? but anyways.. yesh.. they were looking for hte next PCDoll so they had this show la. and the stuff the girls gotta do ar.. its amazing.. cuz they basically have to dance and sing LIVE! and its the tough kinda songs lo.. its musical-worthy some of their voices and dance steps.. amazing.. so it really isn't the look pretty and sexy thing.. but u gotta be able to dance and sing too!

hahaha the amt of stuff i write abt them speaks of my awe.. hhahaha

right now i'm jus hooked on PCD videos cuz their stesp are SO NICE!! arrrgh!! and they all have signature walks.. hahaha i wonder wad'll happen if tyra auditions em for ANTM.. she'd prob say they'd nv be able to do high fashion but'll deliver killer walks down the runway..

hahah and now you guys know how much i like ANTM.. hahahaha! reality tv in fact.. if i had it my way.. i'd watch reality tv all day.. as it is.. i'm alr fretting over the fact tt i can't catch my amazing race as often as i like.. but heh.. since the hols are in.. (like what happened to exams rite? its this semiotic process called 'erasure' my friend) i can do that!! muahahahah.. and i was telling my mum last nite abt my aims/goals for the hols:

[in no order of merit]

1) learn driving - i hope i have time for that!
2) take a holiday - go for church camp, sea sports camp
3) work - internship?
4) dance - at o school.. prolly gonna do like 2 classes a week or something..

and yeaah.. it felt really weird moving some stuff out of my room ytd.. jie and al came by to help too.. so sweet of em.. -big hugs- and it felt like the time when i first moved in.. heh heh! only tt now.. that place has really come to be called my own.. and heh.. my mum was saying. how come now like lesser stuff coming back huh? and honestly.. i have no idea too.. wahahahah! maybe we're all jus a lil bit more weathered with regards to moving 'hse'.. hahaha no like the first time where it was like.. waaah.. first time in the past 10 yrs? tt's a long time man!

OHHH.. food recommendation.. MUST TRY the Roti Prata Cafe @ Thomson Road, opp. LongHouse (another great place for western food, chicken rice and prawn mee)

i ate the mushroom cheese prata..and

NO REGRETS MAN!!!!

it has the best crisp i've ever seen on pratas and in fact tt's the signature style of how all the pratas there are made.. heh heh.. and the filling's jus nice.. not too much like u wanna explode with all the mushies an dcheese but not too lil that u feel like u've been ripped off.. heh! JUST NICE! so go and EAT k??? i'm sure the rest were nice too.. but i ate onlyt eh mushroom cheese one, which coincidentally also had egg in it - 3 in 1 ya??

and when you go.. must JIO ME!!!! i wanna eat everything on the menu! little bit by little bit la of cuz.. but heh.. i wanna try the honey paper prata and the roti john... heh heh heh hehh hehh heh...

-slurps-

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/14/2007 11:12:00 AM .

erjie.. lemme tell you.. u're such a genius at findign stuff man.. u really shld get a job tt requires u to do research stuff cuz u do it so so well!! (:

many many thanks to erjie for findign this song which caught my heart way back in jc1 when pingping one of my friends started playing it on the grand piano tucked away backstage.

its such a beautiful beautiful song.. and for those who haven't heard it before.. pls (take it as a request) click on the video and jus listen to it...

simply beautiful..

enjoy....

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/14/2007 10:47:00 AM .

aaaaalllright man!! woohoo! i'm a free birdie now! or at least before the onslaught of exams.. heh! jus had my oral exam for bahasa and submitted my ivle forum postings lo.. YAAAY

well.. not that they were both spectacular pieces of work that had to be read but its jus liberating to know that you've cleared ur coursework for the semester.

'coursework'

gosh.. wad an important sounding word!

haha ohh.. dun mind me.. i'm jus cracking up a lil.. heh!

and pp..

it's the LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOL!!!

and i must say its bittersweet..

last nite the swappies (i dun care what name changes its undergone) had our steamboat society thingie.. hahaha and it was a blast! met up with all the progballs and all the old time swappies that first introduced us to the table and with whom i know i've forged some sturdy friendshps with.. its was also a time to gather arn for the last time before eveyrbody graduates and meeting up gets a tad harder.. so yesh.. bittersweet indeed..

we pigged out and had a load of laughs.. ranging from playing taboo.. forgetting to remove plastic wrappers from the crabsticks..."loosening (or rather 'fastening' according to shaun goooo) up my (char's) buttons, babe" and well.. just loads of lame jokes circulating arn the table with utmost enthusiasm.

too bad erjie and kyle weren't there.. it would've really really been a smashing time with both of em arn!! so erjie.. get well soon yeah? and kyle.. jia u for that paper.. tt paper had better be a work of art scoring you an amazing A+ k!! u missed the steamboat so tt had better give u awesome results! (:

took crazy photos [will post them here when i get em] and wonderfully got sent back to hall (haa!) by kim - who actually chauffeured all of us hall pp in her car.. heh! and she's staying in hall too lo (:

awesome awesome day.. and the fact that today's really the last day of the sem.. it jus feel nice la.. thank you God for making today wonderful.. that i didn't screw up my oral.. U're really really a faithful God.. and i jus got a brainwave too when i was on my way to hand up my assignment. i tk God's really trying to tell me not to worry abt schoolwork cuz He's got it all covered and really.. i tink He jus wants me to focus on what work He's got cut out for me... to that i say.. yessireee! i wanna do whatever He tells me to (:

oh oh oh.. got back my bahasa test 2 and PR5 too.. heh! despite all the corrections and mistake i managed to get a 'bagus' on my PR5 and heh.. scored better in test2 than in test1.. so i guess tt's cause for celebration ya??

ultimate heartattack moment tho? that we were waiting at the wrong venue for our oral exam and we had to fly down flights of stairs to the right place.. terima kasih banyak banyak to teman saya raymond who helped me check out the right venue and actually 'saved' our asses la! (: thanks dude! won't forget this.. heh.. and yaa.. thanks for the warmup bahasa usage over sms too!! haahah we were both msging in bahasa can? hahaha so cooooooool!!

gosh.. didn't know i had that much to update.. tonight mummy's gonna pick me up at 8pm like tt so i can move some stuff back home for good.. progressive moving they call it (: and tmr we're gonna catch the Phantom of the Opera!!!!! WOOOOOOH.. so excited! and time flies man.. we booked it in december last yr can? and now its april alr.. gosh....

aiites.. more updates next time!! jia u oh pp.. and let's pls keep meeting up even tho we're not in the same school anymore ya? -big hugs-

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/13/2007 11:12:00 AM .

hahah guess wad? a dragon fly jus flew into my room.. and thankfully.. its out now.. dun tink i could've slept with it all nite.. hahaha..

interesting moments at school eh? (: specifically in dorms..

i'm jus pleased with myself for not wimping out since i dun hv a particular liking for dragonflies.. they're a bit freaky u know.. with the big bug eyes and that odd moving head which resembles a skeleton's sometimes..

i actually felt a bit sorry for the poor thing trapped in my room in what seemed to be hysteria.. cuz i actually caught it once when it was at my laundry basket and den i released it at my window.. only to have it almost fly into my shirt but narrowly missing it, instead choosing to fly up- and inwards back into my room.. hahaha so clever rite? note to self: never release flying things thru ur window, always do it in a more open space..

so i sat arn and waited for it to settle on a place where i could catch it again.. and in case u're wondering.. i caught it with a spare disposable tupperware from the time when mummy gave me some mandarin oranges to eat.. heh! so there is a reason in me keeping those thigns after all ya? to catch dragonflies and all the visitors that enter my room.. not the human ones tho.. (:

anywyas it finally decided to land on my noticeboard so i cupped the container over it and nudged it so i knew it was being contained and den it rested on the bottom of the thing a bit while i got the lid over the container. if there's anything abt dragonflies.. they're rather slow on the reaction.. its a different thign with otehr insects.. like cockroaches.. heh! (:

finally released it outside my room and i'm glad its free.. the poor thign prob got one of its wings chipped on my ceiling fan.. so i actually switched it off the second time round when i tried to catch the thing..

interestingly.. i tink i hv newfound interest for the insect.. heh! not so freaked by it alr (:

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/11/2007 10:52:00 PM .

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heh heh.. lifted off hoho and tanny's blog.. (: quite interesting.. tke it with a huuuuuuge pinch of salt tho.. heh!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/11/2007 08:10:00 PM .

haa.. i'm sorry for the obsession but heh.. when u see something reallyr eally nice u jus wanna share it with the world. .hahah previously i jus somehow didn't hv the technocratic ability to do tt.. but now i do.. wahahah! i have conquered the world!!!!!! or well.. at least some of it.. :P

here's a ballet video.. and yesh..i do agree the girl looks a tad anoerexic.. but i dun tink its really the case la.. its jus tt she dances a lot and with ballet u can never put on too much weight la..

anyways i like the way the music has been interpreted.. and the technique and grace she exhibits with her body is jus so so so so so nice... check it out man!! (:

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/10/2007 12:57:00 PM .

the reason why i will never quit dancing (:

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/10/2007 12:06:00 PM .

this is the song that soul fusion danced to for contemporary that week.. i started off jus liking the emo-ness of the song and envisioning the moves.. but waah.. the story in the mtv is SUPER sad can!? aiyoohh..

enjoy the clip anyway.. its a nice song..

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/10/2007 11:59:00 AM .

oh gosh.. i can't believe it but its been about 4 days since i last got online or rather.. got on a comp.. and that's an amazing record.. hahahah so as u can see.. i'm not complaining.. i honestly tk pp spend waaaay too much time on the comp.. some by choice and others forced.. haa.. random spiel but ar well!

and i'm feeling sick.. bleaaaah.. *note: not in the mind okaaaay!! but in the nose or wherever that gives me the sniffles (-gasp- you mean there are other places?! yessh.. everywhere's connected.. ur throat, nose, ears.. and hmm.. eyes??) and yaa.. not nice to be sick.. sigh..

in other news.. had a day out with sis and mum ytd.. and we went back to the old hse.. heh.. bought bread for daddy too.. so yep.. ytd was a pretty good family day except tt my sis wasn't feeling too well.. so yaa.. hope she feels better soon! (:

i've got a 11-4pm break today cuz there isn't lpp anymore (hooray!) so i'm gonna head back to my room after class.. tho i am tempted to attend this paper presentation thing on gender studies.. the topics seem quite interesting.. but its 12-2 (not too bad actually) and i'm not feeling that well.. and last nite woke up at 3plus and couldn't gt back to sleep till.. hmm.. 4plus? but i'm good.. at least today's a light day..

after school gonna head down to parkway for a farewell thingie for marcus thng and after tt its home.. cuz i dun wanna be stranded waiting for the bus at buona vista even tho its easy to get back to school.. by mrt..

OH speaking of transport.. i tried a new route from yck to dhoby ghaut, den the NEL to harbourfront and den 10 to school.. not bad.. i actually reached school in 1hr 15mins.. heh.. not bad ar? this explains why i get to come to as7 so early in the morn for this blog spree.. hahaha! (:

okie.. i tink its time i head for class.. heh.. and i'm still wondering whether i got that internship or not.. it really isn't tt impt .. come to tink of it.. heh.. so ar well.. see what God brings la (: He has a purpose for everything!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/10/2007 09:36:00 AM .

i love WE!! and to tanny.. i dun mind being stuck with you ya.. let's trudge on together for yr 4 ya! and NO.. it wasn't u tt knocked off that point la.. heh.. like wad hoho says.. it jus how lionel wee thinks.. heh heh..

but yesh.. i'll miss WE.. WE must meet up k? cannot work/study until forget to meet up.. (:

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/04/2007 08:47:00 PM .

this is amazing.. i've actually managed to have my 3 subway cookies last me 4 hours!! woaaah.. miraculous feat indeed.. i usually gobble em up within minutes.. whaahha not seconds yet la.. not so powderful..

and yesh.. the deed is done.. i've finally submitted my ism.. -heaves a sigh of relief- not that it was tormentuously difficult.. but jus tt it feels good to hand up a major assignment like this la.. something tt i've done on my own.. i was jus noting in my journal that i've never done a research-based essay on my own before.. i usually do it with WE.. heh!

but guess wad? i checked the website not too long ago and i found out that i had to submit a 100word synopsis too.. wahahhaha.. so i actually had this blogger login page open for quite a while cuz i wanted to blog abt today. but when i found out i had to submit the synopsis too, i jus quickly did it.. whaahahh.. so silly me!! and since i only did it now.. i emailed it to dr park without printing a hardcopy for him.. heh! oopss.. let's see whether he wants it tmr la..

its done anyways.. and i'm glad.. hahah welcome to slackdom.. (: i'm so free i can actually look at the morphosyntax assignment we jus did on tues and comment on it.. i'm usually so lazy/busy (note how i equate the two) that i jus download em and trust my groupmates with my academic life.. hahah they're a brilliant bunch.. seriously (:

had lunch with justina, erjie, cheelay and chris jus now.. ahhhh.. the ol' swappies that i used to hang out with during yr2.. gosh i miss doing that.. and i miss the company.. hahaha it feels like everyboyd's kinda grown up.. now tt i haven been talking to em.. its like everybody's got their own life and their own thing going for em.. hahaha n i tk as ladies we're slowly morphing into AUNTIES!! cuz we were actually talking about what cooking is about and whether we can cook, how to cook rice etc etc.. wahahha and talkign abt marriage of cuz.. and the in-laws.. was quite an enlightening conversation to have.. cuz its like u get to see inside each other's minds.. sometimes knowing a person isnt jus having a report of their lives.. its about discussing issues like this tt get the real person out.. heh heh.. (:

aiites.. gonna chill and watch more boyband spoof videos now.. heh! (: welcome to my life!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/04/2007 06:42:00 PM .

i absolutely love the visual DNA thingie below.. its really true eh.. a picture paints a thousand words.. and i've always pooh-poohed the idea somehow but when i did the test.. gosh.. its like really man.. only pictures can tell what u see in ur mind's eye.. not words.. sometimes words can't describe adequately wad u're picturing.. but den again.. maybe its cuz i'm a visual person.. heh heh! (:

today's been exhilarating i guess.. cuz we finally got back our LPP paper and gosh.. it was really really well done eh.. GREAT JOB WE! i've nv seen such high marks ever for an essay.. and it really really was a group effort lo.. i'm so proud of us.. and heh.. was quite a bittersweet moment cuz lionel wee handed it out at hte end of the review lesson which is the last class of LPP and the last class that WE will ever take together as a group.. gosh.. i'm missing them alr..

we took a group pic together tho.. with xuan's brand new phone.. and the resolution is super sharp la.. so we all look really nice in it.. heh heh! will post it up soon (: heh heh..

tmr's D-day too.. cuz its when i finally hand up my ISM to Dr Park.. eeeeek!

okay, not that its incomplete or something.. but its jus.. eek to know tt i'm finally gonna hand in something that i've been working on since the beginning of sem.. and yeaaah.. wow.. jus need to proofread it once more and hope that its alright.. i hope i dun get penalized for exceeding the word limit.. they did say it was 4,000-5,000 words eh.. i merely exceeded the 5,000 limit by 500 words.. so can rite? heh heh.. i jus hope he reads and not follow by the book and stop reading at 5,000 words.. eek...

and i can't believe how free i'm getting.. this sem was already a slack one to begin with and now with lpp done.. and no more religion tutorials, my timetable's effectively - tues: 10-11 and 4-6 for bahasa pract next week and thursday 9-12 and finally friday 10-1020 and 2-4 for the next week.. this week i only have a 2 day week.. can u imagine?!?! i can't stand it laa.. i was telling my mom how i felt so free.. cuz she was suggesting how staying in hostel would enable me to do my work better and i was like.. wad work? hahahah i know.. some pp are abt to kill me.. but honeslty now that the sem's winding down and the need to do my readings are not so pressing demands.. i feel like woaaah.. there's nothign for me to do! and considering wad a workaholic i can be sometimes.. i feel odd.. hahaha but yaa.. i'm jus gonna focus my energies on somethign else den..heh! i'm jus thankful for this semester.. its been a really good one.. sigh.. and i'm gonna miss WE!! really really really.. nus isn't gonna be the same with you guys.. and of cuz.. all my old jc friends who are graduating.. i entered uni with u guys and now its like separate departure times.. SO SAD!!! ): but ar well.. ig uess i can look forward to the first-pay-treats too.. heh heh heh..

i've also been contemplating cutting my hair.. u konw.. getting back the bob that i used to have a yr ago? yaaaaa.... except.. edgier.. i've been spotting some nice dos on some girls arn campus.. and -whines- i wan hair like tt!!!

but....

i'm gonna wait till after my sis's wedding.. cuz for tt.. i need to look nice and sweet and glam and lady-like.. not a punk rock star... hahaha i'll leave tt for yr 4.. hahaha fcing the yr with an attitude..

honeslty tho.. i tink it'll feel weird being called a yr 4.. -makes a face- i feel ancient man..and -gasp- the guys that enter uni will be ONE year younger than me lo! sooooo weird!!! after being in nus for so long.. i've jus about gotten used to guys being either older or of the same age.. well looks like tt's abt to change.. heh..

got loads to blog today it seems eh.. (: haaa... anyways i tink i'll be moving out of my room hmm.. officially on the 4th of may.. after my exams end on the 2nd.. and den its home for good.. at amk till we find another place to stay den.. heh.. really praying hard tt it'll be soon.. and yaa.. praying for favour over my old place so my parents can get more profit outta it.. God's been faithful so far.. and i'm believing for more to happen.. God is Good!!

i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/03/2007 07:38:00 PM .

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i keep on walking took her pride away at 4/02/2007 03:45:00 PM .